The Telepathy Tapes - S2e7 Psychedelics And Accessing Consciousness
Episode Date: January 11, 2026For millennia, humans have turned to psychedelic plants to expand perception and access realms beyond ordinary consciousness. This episode follows that lineage, from Indigenous ayahuasca cere...monies in the Amazon to the secret rituals of ancient Greece, revealing how these substances once served as powerful spiritual technologies. We begin with the extraordinary story of Don José Rubio, the Colombian elder who used ayahuasca visions to help locate four missing children in the jungle, and we hear from author Brian Muraresku, whose research suggests that the foundations of Western spirituality, like other belief systems around the globe, may have been influenced by psychedelic sacraments.We then turn to the modern moment, where psychedelics are reemerging as tools for healing. Marine Corps veteran Juliana Mercer describes how guided sessions with ayahuasca and psilocybin helped her process decades of trauma, while Yale researcher Dr. Ben Kelmendi explains how these substances open windows of neuroplasticity that can transform mental health when nothing else has worked. Throughout, a deeper theme emerges: psychedelics don’t just heal. They reconnect us to an ancient way of knowing, one that blurs the boundary between medicine and the mystical, and invites us to remember what humanity once understood.Thank you to our Sponsors!Visit Schedule35.co and use code “TAPES” for 15% off your order.Get 15% off OneSkin with the code TAPES at https://www.oneskin.co/TAPES #oneskinpodVisit Quince.com/tapes for free shipping on your order and 365-day returns. Visit happymammoth.com and use code TAPES to get 15% off your entire first order.Save 20% Off Honeylove by going to honeylove.com/TAPES! #honeylovepod.Get 40% off your entire order at Lolablankets.com by using code TAPES at checkout. Experience the world’s #1 blanket with Lola Blankets.Visit Progressive.com to see if you could save on car insurance.Visit Graza.co/TAPES and use TAPES to get 10% off your order.Use code TAPES at jonesroadbeauty.com to get a Free Cool Gloss with your first purchase! #JonesRoadBeauty #adVisit Tonetoday.com and use my code TAPES to get 20% off your first order.Visit FactorMeals.com/TAPES50OFF and use code TAPES50OFF to get 50% off your first box, plus Free Breakfast for 1 Year.See Privacy Policy at https://art19.com/privacy and California Privacy Notice at https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info.
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Hi, everyone. This is Kai Dickens, and you're listening to the Telepathy Tapes podcast.
In season one, non-speakers showed us that telepathy is possible,
shattering our assumptions about the world itself.
This season, we're turning to others who've also been dismissed, doubted, or mocked
for the ways they claim to know, see, heal, or create.
What if only by listening to those who've been ignored,
we could unlock the deepest mysteries of who we are,
where we come from, and where we're going.
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Last week, we followed consciousness into the forest, exploring how plant communication can move
through roots, through ancestors, and through the quiet language of the natural world.
As Nina said last week, plants are not dead matter, but are animate, alive, and ever-loving.
Today, we follow that thread into the world of psychedelics,
plants that have been used for thousands of years to widen consciousness, sharpen into
and reveal what lies beyond ordinary perception.
And to start, a story that reveals just how powerful that connection can be.
The Colombian armed forces have been using dogs to search for the children.
The plane had taken off from the remote area of Araraquara, bound for San Jose del Gaviary.
In 2023, the world was gripped by a harrowing story involving four missing children,
the Amazon rainforest, and a plane crash.
And while three adult bodies have been recovered from the crash site,
officials believe that the children could still be alive.
The army has found footprints.
Officials believe one of these human footprints found Monday
belongs to one of the missing little girls.
Tracks are fresh and hint that the children are still alive.
The search drag on two weeks and then three weeks.
Colombia's throwing every resource at its disposal
as the frantic search to locate four missing indigenous children
in the Amazon rainforest carries on around the floor.
Then four weeks, and then five.
Colombia's military has deployed more than a hundred survival kits in the Amazon where...
This massive rescue operation was just the beginning of something that revealed how intrinsically connected we are to something bigger and beyond ourselves.
This whole entire nation is still holding its breath.
Time was running out, and then finally a break in the case came when indigenous elders stepped in.
Here's Jose or Don Rubio, a respected Huitoto elder and shaman from the Colombian Amazon with his translator.
I was a driver.
I told my grandfather, I'm going.
I'm going to look for the children.
And he said, son, it's very hard.
It's rough, very rough, because it's a virgin forest.
As the search dragged on through heat, rain, and sickness, the military began to lose hope.
But Rubio refused to give up because he trusted that indigenous ways of knowing could find with the army, even with all of its resources, could not.
And he decided that it was time to call on their most powerful spirit.
virtual tool.
When it's going to do another, where we're going to do?
Let's begin.
I said, hey, boys, tomorrow is the day, because I'm going to get to work.
It's the little old man's turn to take the potion.
The potion Don Rubio is talking about is ayahuasca, which he calls Yahe.
It comes from a vine deep in the Amazon, and it's brewed into a tea, often with one or more
other plants, and used in sacred ceremonies led by elders like him.
For thousands of years, it has open perception, expanded consciousness, and connected entire communities
to the living world around them.
around them. It's classified as a psychedelic in Western science, but to indigenous communities,
is considered medicine and a profound spiritual tool, a way to plug in to the informational field
or collective consciousness.
I'm preparing the area, and I'm concentrating on talking with papayerea. It's a prayer.
I mean, when it comes down to what I did, it's a prayer. After the ceremony, I'm there talking about
everything in song.
That's the best way to do it.
When I'm singing, I'm talking about earth, air, God, all of nature, man.
I'm asking for permission to come in.
I'm not here to hurt anything.
Jungle, stone, water, all that.
I'm coming.
I'm not going to betray you.
I've come to get my own, my children.
I told them, tomorrow I will find the children.
I'm already visualizing.
That's why when you want to take jaguar,
you have to literally think of what you want.
He said that when you take ayahuasca,
you begin with intention.
You ask permission.
You focus your mind on what you are seeking.
Don Rubio entered the ceremony with only one intention
to find the children.
I became the consciousness of the jungle.
I could see through the eyes of the jaguar and animals.
And from them, I knew exactly where the children were.
He said he became the consciousness of the jungle.
And even though he was miles from where the children were lost,
he said he could see through the vision of the animals in the forest,
and that's how he knew where the children were.
I told the authorities the exact area of the jungle to circle.
And the very next day, the children were found.
It's been called a miracle.
Four siblings between the ages of one and 13 found alive
after 40 days alone in the Amazon jungle,
surviving a plane crash that killed their mom.
mother and two others. The president of Columbia called it a miracle, but for the indigenous communities
who searched for the children, it was something deeper. It was validation that their knowledge,
their ceremonies, and their connection to the natural world still hold extraordinary power,
offering a way of knowing that sees consciousness as something shared between humans, animals,
plants, and the forest itself. For Don Rubio, this was not an accident. It was ayahuasca,
or the medicine speaking. And just to summarize how profound the native see the ayahuasca,
I wanted to bring back in Hauru, the chief and leader of the Kunta Nawa Nation,
based in the Amazon Rainforest in Brazil, who's joined by a translator.
You were introduced to him last episode.
Haru refers to ayahuasca as the tribe's technology.
Ancestral technology is much more powerful than even today's technologies, for example, like the Internet.
And this biological connection that we have with nature, the people with the forest,
allows us to also connect with other realms, with the spiritual realms.
as well. In addition to being the chief, Haru was an elder and a shaman, and he said that
ayahuasca does not just help his people connect to greater consciousness. It was also a gift from
the creator, dating all the way back to the tribe's origin story. In the past, we didn't have
death. People came to earth to live, to experience. We didn't come to die. But because of what
we have provoked as humans, there was, let's say, like a reaction that brought death to us. So we
were pretty much condemned to death. But the creator is very giving in the sense that ayahuasca
was given to us so we can connect with those that die. We can still see our ancestors. And that's why
ayahuasca is a cosmic plant. It's a plant that elevates us into other realms and to other dimensions.
And this is where we're going. Today we're exploring psychedelics and whether they can help us
to access the intuitive, the ancestral, the unseen, even the divine. Can psychedelics reconnect us to the
collective field that so many cultures describe, but that science is only beginning to take seriously.
And I think to begin, we need to acknowledge that most people imagine psychedelics in a shamanic
or indigenous setting. But many scholars point out that the ancient Western world, including
Greece, one of the epicenters of Western civilization, was also steeped in sacred plant and psychedelic
traditions. And the Greek god Dionysus, who's remembered now is the god of wine, may have actually
represented a doorway into altered states, suggesting that sacred plants and psychedelics may have
shaped the spiritual imagination of the Western ancient world as much as it did the indigenous one.
When you think of the word Dionysus, you're probably thinking of the God of Wine. In addition to the
God of wine, he is the God of theater and I would say ritual ecstasy. That's Brian Murescu. He's a lawyer
and author of the incredible book, The Immortality Key, the Secret History of the Religion with no
name. Wine at the time was not prized or cherished because of its alcoholic value. So the
Greeks had no word for alcohol. That wasn't the thing that motivated their passion for wine.
So if wine was special but not valued for its alcohol content, then what was in it back then?
Wine was a mixed beverage, was a potion traditionally, that could be spiked with all kinds of
plants or herbs, spices, or toxins. You know, it could be at once a medicine, also something extremely
lethal. It was a mechanism for the delivery of a number of different botanical compounds. So this notion
of a wine god, for example. In the ancient Greek world, the blood of Dionysus was seen as this,
you know, all-consuming transformative potion, just like the blood of Christ would be referred to later
in the early centuries after his death and instantiated at the last supper. So this notion of
like consuming the God to become the God, right? Like eat my flesh and drink my blood. It's called
theophagy. I mean, it's a very, very old idea. For millennia, people have turned to plants and
potions to feel closer to the sacred. And in the ancient Mediterranean, wine was often more than
wine. It was sometimes blended with herbs or fungi to shift perception, heightened emotion,
or open the heart in ritual settings. Archaeologists have found traces of cannabis, opium,
and ergot on wine vessels from early Jewish, Greek, and Roman sites. Urgot is a naturally occurring
fungus that grows on things like barley and rye, and its compounds are chemically similar to what we know as
LSD or acid. The notion of our ancestors,
engaging in visionary ritual
through the use of mind-altering plants and fungi, for example.
That was not a controversial idea
when it came to so-called traditional societies
across the Americas or Africa or Asia.
For millennia, around the world,
humans have turned to psychoactive plants and fungi
as teachers, healers, and portals into the unseen.
And when you look at the global map of these medicines,
you start to realize how entwined psychedelics were
with our human past.
In central and West Africa,
there's something called Iboga. Across southern Africa, people use Kana. In Siberia and
Northern Asia, shamans worked with Amanita Muscaria, which looked like the red and white
mushrooms you see in fairy tales and cartoons. In India and Persia, sacred text describes
Soma and Hauma, psychedelic bruise whose identities have been lost to time. And throughout Egypt,
people revered the Blue Lotus. And across the Americas, the landscape was rich with plants,
from ayahuasca to peyote, to Huachuma and psychedelic mushrooms. And in the ancient Mediterranean,
Greeks and Romans worked with things like Henbane, Mandrake, and Ergot.
But for some reason, people seem to clutch their pearls when they hear about Western thinkers
like Aristotle, Socrates, and Plato engaging with psychedelics.
The notion that the founders of Western civilization, like indeed the best and brightest among
them, were somehow doing drugs to find God, that notion was seen as forbidden for some reason.
But whether or not people are ready to accept that, there is substantial evidence that
psychedelics played a major role in ancient spiritual life throughout the
Greek and Roman empires. And one site for this was called Elusis, less than 15 miles from Athens
Greece. Elusis is modern day Alephina in Greece. And in the ancient world, I sometimes refer to this as
like the spiritual capital of the Mediterranean. It precedes Jerusalem. It precedes Mecca,
precedes Rome. Elus was the spiritual capital of the ancient Greek world, a sacred sanctuary
just outside of Athens, where people came for nearly 2,000 years to experience, quote-unquote,
the mysteries. Everyone from farmers to philosophers to emperors made the pilgrimage,
because the rites or the ceremonial practices at Alusus promised something extraordinary,
a vision that dissolved the fear of death. At the center of the ceremony was the Kikian,
a sacred potion that many scholars now believe had psychedelic properties. Whatever unfolded
inside that temple, initiates described it as a moment when the veil lifted,
when the soul could see, and when life and death were revealed to be intertwined.
So it's a holy place. It's a place of pilgrimage. And people would come there
from all over the Greek-speaking world to have this life-changing experience. And the little testimony
that survives, again, because this was all secret, it just speaks to this once-in-a-lifetime event
where the eyes of the initiate are opened and they transcend the physical confines of the mortal
body and indeed they defeat death. I've always loved studying the world religions and I'm just as
fascinated by the people who've stepped away from them. And one thing I hear often from this group is
If God is real, why did he stop speaking to us?
Why did visions and burning bushes and revelations and direct encounters with the divine
seem to happen so often in the ancient world, while today many feel cut off from that connection?
But as Brian spoke, something dawned on me.
Maybe the divine hasn't stopped trying to engage with us.
Maybe we've just forgotten and outlawed and erased the tools that made it possible to effortlessly interact with the other side.
It would said that in the absence of Elusis, not just Greek life, but human life would suffer,
that somehow if these mysteries ever disappeared,
which they did under the Christianized Roman Empire
in the 4th century AD,
that once they disappear,
our connection to the divine somehow disappears.
And that's the world that we were left with.
And that is the world we're left with.
If that doesn't keep ringing your ears.
Plato referred to his experience there, potentially,
as a blessed sight and vision.
We have other writers from the ancient world
who talked about it as this visionary experience.
And so we know that something visual was happening, and it was unclear if that was something in the external world or if it was something within the sight of the mind, maybe through the administration of a sacred potion, that could have drawn initiates into this journey to the underworld where it was said that they lost the fear of death and they were forever transformed.
All of this raises a pretty simple question.
Is there any evidence that these potions truly involve psychedelics?
Scholars have been trying to answer that for decades, and the trail leads to an ancient recipe.
a potion described in one of the oldest hymns we have.
So Kukion is this potion that's mentioned in the hymn to Demeter.
The hymn to Demeter is an ancient Greek poem that was likely composed between 600 and 700 BC.
It talks about this potion having basically three ingredients, water, mint, and barley.
So it kind of seems like a minty beer or a minty porridge.
But the hypothesis put forward in 1970s is that this was no ordinary barley.
This was barley that had been infected with ergo.
Kukian was one of the most ancient ritual potions of the Greek world, and there's a variety of artifacts the point to the fact that was used at Aleutius as well.
But to answer whether or not the kokian potion was psychedelic, scientists had to figure out if the barley was indeed affected with ergot, which has compounds similar to LSD.
And the answer may have been uncovered in Spain.
This old farm said that was called mass castagard de Pontos that had been completely almost forgotten by the scarlary world.
and a number of miniature chalises
had been excavated back in the 1990s.
And in one of those chalises,
an archaeobotanist named Gordi Treseras
using optical microscopy
and modern scientific instruments
had detected the presence of Ergot.
And so if we have the first physical forensic evidence
for the notion of an ancient potion
spiked with Ergot,
and so it really lended credence to this notion
that maybe these tall tales of ancient psychedelic potions has more meat on the bone than we've been
led to believe.
Wow.
What people report that maybe these compounds really do unleash the God within, people perhaps
for the first time get the sensation that they are not their physical body, that there may be
something more to their consciousness than they've previously been led to believe.
It just somehow has this sense of authenticity about it.
And that's really hard to explain.
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And today we're going to look at how some of this ancient wisdom is starting to be incorporated
back into mainstream modern society, and not just strictly for spiritual ends, but to help
address and heal some of the complex traumas of contemporary life.
In the last few decades, research has surged, showing that certain psychedelics can help relieve
conditions that are notoriously hard to treat, like depression, OCD, addiction, and post-traumatic stress
disorder or PTSD. And because of that, some of the people who stand to benefit the most are veterans,
and one of them is Juliana Mercer. I'm Juliana Mercer. I am from Pichwana, Mexico, and now currently
live in San Diego, California. Juliana was a very religious child, and she actually wanted to go
to Bible school, so her family could have never anticipated that she'd make the brave decision
to join the Marine Corps right after high school.
We can understand how shocked my parents were when I came home and told them that I had already
signed my name on the data line and there was not going to be any discussion about it.
So I graduated boot camp two weeks before 9-11 and was attached to a unit that focused on civil affairs.
And it's working with the governance of the communities where you are deployed.
And so what that looked like for me in both Iraq and Afghanistan was working with,
whatever type of leadership was there with the overarching mission to win the hearts and minds. And that was
twofold. We paid reparations when damage occurred. We had a guidebook that told us how much to pay them
for their friends and for their goats. And that was everything from, you know, goats to human lives.
And the other part of that was working with the community leaders and creating projects that were helpful to that
community. And between my two deployments to Iraq and Afghanistan where I did civil affairs,
I had the opportunity to be at the Naval Hospital in San Diego at the Wounded Warrior Battalion,
where we were receiving those that were wounded coming back from Iraq and Afghanistan.
And my job was to liaison between the community and the Marine Corps to provide support for
those Marines that were coming home with injuries. But this work of seeing injured veterans in their scars,
physical and mental, and the true cost of war on the ground took its toll. My PTSD was definitely
cumulative. There wasn't one grand event that caused it. It was a collection of things that I
saw that I experienced. That year I was in Afghanistan, we suffered the highest level of loss
that any Marine Corps unit had suffered since Vietnam. One of the poignant moments for me was
whenever we would be sending home Marines that had been killed in action, we'd go out to the flight line,
and we'd pay our last respects to the flag-covered coffins.
And we weren't able to cry.
We were in uniform.
We were saluting very serious and solemn.
But there was no time to actually grieve.
All you could do was swallow it, turn around and go right back to work.
In the military, there's no space to fall apart.
You keep going.
You keep serving.
And the pain gets buried under routine and duty.
Until one day you stop, even for a moment.
And everything you packed away comes rushing back.
in. Trauma compounds, and if it's not processed, it becomes a weight that pulls you into a place
you cannot climb out of alone. Since 9-11, we've lost over 6,000 veterans a year to suicide
here on American soil. I focused on getting veterans connected to everything and anything that
may help them from falling into that black hole and found myself in that black hole eventually.
Juliana decided to seek help. There's a nonprofit called Heroke Hearts Project, and
they help veterans connect to psychedelic therapy outside of the U.S. in places where it's not
illegal. And within a month, I was able to leave the country and have a psychedelic experience in
Costa Rica through a vetted retreat center. And I spent a week down there. They have a shaman
that work with the medicine and help guide people through those experiences. I was able to work with
the Peruvian tradition, which is called the Chepibo tradition, and drank ayahuasca,
and it tastes very, like, earthy and bitter.
This is the same psychedelic that Don Rubio used in helping to find the children lost in the
Amazon.
And within an hour, you start to feel the psychedelic effects of this, and the shaman are there
providing support, their singing songs, which are called Ikaros.
And through those songs, they're guiding you spiritually.
through the process. I went outside and we're in the jungle and the monkeys are howling and you can hear
the birds and I see the moon just glowing and I can feel the spirit of the jungle and the spirit of
ayahuasca just swirling around me and I look up and start talking and then I go, oh, what am I doing?
I don't believe in God anymore. And this voice says, it's okay. You can still talk to me.
We've always been connected. You've always talked to me. You just used to call me. You just used to
call me by a different name and I'm the same. And, you know, I used to call it God. And now I
call it the universe. And it reconnected me to what I always knew and what I had pushed away
while I was trying to make sense of the horrors of the world. I had told myself that there was no
way that there was a God with all the things that I witnessed. And I was reconnected to that spirit.
Juliana now works for healing breakthrough, whose mission is to drive equitable access to evidence-based
mental health treatments through the Department of Veteran Affairs.
I've supported many retreats, and one of the things that I think is wild is the physical
change that happens.
So when you see someone pre-retreat, like if you would take a before and after picture, there's
just a completely different visage.
Their eyes are different, like your shoulders are different.
Some people are almost unrecognizable from the beginning of their psychedelic experience to the following day.
I have so many stories of veterans' lives who have been changed and saved.
That experience opened me up to be ready for my second psychedelic experience,
and that was with psilocybin mushrooms.
And overnight, I was able to experience that 20 years of collected trauma and grief.
And I was able to actually feel it for the first time and let it release from,
my body and from my soul and my spirit. And when I woke up, that experience was, you know,
clearing up what it would have taken to deal with 20 years of grief through therapy. And that
happened in one night. Juliana is talking about something groundbreaking, healing years of
trauma in one controlled session. These modalities aren't a silver bullet. They come along with a lot
of really hard work that has to be done, which is why I think it's important to point out that
it wasn't just me doing psilocybin. It was me doing it with the help of a therapist before and
after. And also with a psychedelic coach that was helping me to navigate and explore everything
that came up. I think without those things, it's just a psychedelic experience and you don't get the
healing benefits from it in a major way. Juliana now works for healing breakthrough, whose mission is to
drive equitable access to evidence-based mental health treatments through the Department of Veteran Affairs.
I started advocating in D.C. and educating our legislators on the truth that this medicine was something
that could solve a problem that we've been trying to solve for quite a while. And not just lawmakers,
but scientists, doctors, clinicians have all taken note. Across the country, universities and medical
centers are beginning to study psychedelic treatments in carefully controlled settings. They happen under the
care of trained clinicians, psychologists, or medical doctors who guide people through preparation,
dosing, and integration. One person working to better understand the medical benefits of this
magic mushroom or psilocybin is Ben Kalmendi. He's a doctor at Yale, and for years, he's looked
at the different ways we can apply psychedelics to mental health. So at Yale, we're investigating
how psychedelics can fundamentally transform treatments for psychiatric conditions that have been
remarkably resistant to conventional approaches.
What ultimately pulled him into this field was a combination of two things.
The first was the sheer number of patients living with depression, OCD, and PTSD who were not
finding relief.
And the sankant was the growing evidence that psychedelics work in a completely different
way than traditional treatments, offering a path forward when nothing else has helped.
When you see patients who have tried everything, years of different medications, various types
of therapy, even considering brain surgery, for example,
for severe OCD.
And then you read about studies where a single dose
of psilocybin or other psychedelics
create these lasting, profound changes.
And that really gets your attention
as a clinician scientist.
And here, we're not talking about marginal improvements.
We're seeing people describe fundamental shifts
in how they relate to their symptoms.
Compare this to our standard of care treatments.
Traditional SSRIs or other pharmacological treatments
that are currently available.
SSRIs are one of the most common pharmaceutical treatments for depression and anxiety.
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The analogy that I come up with is like SSRIs are trying to change a river's flow by adding more water,
whereas psychedelics are more like the spring melt that breaks up ice jams.
They don't just add volume.
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And it's particularly relevant in OCD.
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psychedelics, they seem to create windows of neuroplasticity where the real change becomes possible.
Neuroplasticity is a critical part of the conversation around the benefits of psychedelics in general.
The data is quite clear that psychedelics induce nooplasticity across brain networks.
Neuroplasticity is the brain's ability to change, to learn, to adapt, and to form new pathways.
And psychedelics aren't the only thing that can do this.
Meditation can do it. Running can do it.
Anything that pushes the mind beyond its usual rhythm forces the brain.
brain to grow. So instead of targeting one specific illness, neuroplasticity supports the entire
system, the way boosting your immune function supports overall health. And that's part of why
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more open to change, and more capable of making meaning. The changes aren't gradual like with
SSRIs. People describe sudden insights or shifts in perspective that fundamentally alter their
relationships with their symptom. It's not like that the obsessive thoughts can
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Paul speaks from a deeply spiritual place,
and research is starting to validate much of what he's saying.
psilocybin appears to quiet the brain's rigid loops and increase neural flexibility,
making it easier for people to access empathy, self-reflection, and emotional insight.
And what fascinates me is that there seems to be two parallel conversations happening in our society around psychedelics.
One conversation focuses on healing, helping people process memory, emotion, and trauma.
And the other leans into something more expansive, the possibility that these substances offer a window or connection into a larger field of consciousness.
I've never been a smart person until I did still something.
And then it's not my intelligence.
It's some sort of reservoir of a native intelligence that speaks through me.
And I feel from my journeys the voices of ancestors of indigenous people from Europe to Mesoamerica
as a chorus of ancestors saying, this is information the world needs to have.
I'm just a voice, a portal for that information.
There is a giant intelligence in the universe, and we are so naive.
We're Neanderthals with nuclear weapons, whatever metaphor you want to use.
but looking at the enormity of the intelligence of the universe that we're discovering,
I am so hopeful. I am so optimistic.
And what fascinates me is that even though this new research is framed as medicine,
it keeps brushing up against something deeply spiritual.
And this is exactly where the two conversations around psychedelics,
one about mental health and one about spiritual connection, begin to merge.
Here's Ben Kalmendi from the Yale School of Medicine again.
What's interesting that even in our medical context with clinical language
and scientific protocols.
The spiritual dimensions emerge naturally.
People described encounters with a deceased loved ones,
feeling of connection to something greater,
experience of unity, sense of oneness or transcendence.
And these types of explanations have been dismissed
because our medical models have not developed
to actually integrate these sorts of languages.
Even inside control lab settings,
with eye masks and heart monitor,
and medical checklists. People report experiences that sound deeply spiritual, a sense of dissolving
into something larger, encounters with loved ones who've died, moments of overwhelming unity or
peace that feel more real than ordinary consciousness. So much of it actually reminds me of the
near-death experiences we explored in episode one. They almost allow you to touch or visit another
place, and when you come back from it, you're transformed. And scientists aren't ready to claim that
these experiences prove anything metaphysical, but they do acknowledge that these events are
considered measurable and often life-changing.
When people have experiences of profound connection,
whether they interpret as a spiritual, psychological,
neurological, it directly addresses these core issues.
Like feeling connected to something greater than yourself
is inherently antidepressant, if you will.
Experience yourself as a part of a larger hole
counters the isolation of trauma.
These experiences remind people that there's more to life
than they're suffering,
more to themselves than their symptoms at a macro level.
But it's not being delivered in a particular spiritual framework.
And of course they're not.
These trials are happening at places like Johns Hopkins and Yale.
But it does make me wonder if something essential has been left out,
because for most of human history,
psychedelic bruise were taken in temples,
around fires and at holy sites,
with songs and prayers and intention,
where the sacred was just assumed.
Today we measure doses and outcomes
and what this is doing to the brain,
but we rarely pause to ask what inner world,
world people are stepping into or what language we even need to make sense of it. And here's author
Brian Muruscu again. The fact that within medical settings, this can happen in more controlled
environments, I think is a great step forward. But I don't think our allopathic medical model in the
West is necessarily the best to handle an experience that seems very existential, very ontological,
raises questions that most physicians or psychiatrists or even psychologists are not trained to answer.
What I take from Brian's wisdom and everything we've heard here is that the data shows that psychedelics
can make a profound difference in people's lives when they're guided responsibly. And a growing number of
doctors and researchers believe that we should decriminalize these medicines due to their profound
promise for the mental health crisis. But at the same time, we need to be ready to address the other
side of the coin because we cannot use a purely medical framework to guide people through experiences
that are not purely medical. They are intrinsically metaphysical. And as a culture, we've lost the
language, the tools, the rituals, and even the humility that once helped humans navigate these
realms. The word psychedelic means that which manifest the soul. And when I read ancient authors,
when I study ancient mythology, that their world is suffused with the paranormal. Their world is
suffused with the universe of gods and goddesses with whom they daily interact or spirits or muses
that communicate with them on a daily basis. And our materialistic world in the wake of the
scientific revolution just over the past few hundred years is very, very different from the
worldview of the ancients. If you look across history, and I'm talking about tens of thousands
or hundreds of thousands of years, the traditions that I was uncovering were all related to
death, this notion of communing with the ancestors. And you can go back many thousands of years to
a Neolithic site like Gobeckli-Tepe, where they seem to have uncovered, you know, ambiguous
evidence for the ritual consumption of something like a cultic beer going back many, many millennia.
purpose of ecstatic communion with these same ancestors. And at that site that I mentioned in Spain,
it was often interpreted as a place where the living commune with the dead. And so, you know,
as you look across the ancient classical world, as you look into traditional societies,
this notion of using psychedelics either like for divination or prophecy, right? So stepping out of time
and space or communing with ancestors. Seems to be like a recurrent theme that pops up again and
again. Here's Ben Kalmandi again. Right now, integrating psychedelics into
healthcare is like trying to introduce a three-dimensional being into the flat land. The existing
systems really don't have the dimensions to comprehend what's happening. We're not just adding
a new treatment. We're asking a system built on symptom suppression to accommodate
transformation, transcendence, if you will. So it's an architectural issue rather than a procedural.
And I see that we're moving towards a model that integrates biological, psychological, social, and spiritual dimensions of health.
There are so many threads to this psychedelic conversation.
These experiences can be profoundly healing.
But beyond the medicinal uses, I really want you to feel this deeper truth.
That the history of being human has always been braided with these plants and substances.
For thousands of years, they were a doorway, teacher, bridge.
And somewhere along the way, we shamed and criminalized the very time.
tools that once connected us to universal consciousness. We buried the bridge. And so psychedelics aren't
some modern new thing. We are just slowly remembering what our ancestors always knew. Connection to the
other side, to knowledge, to the sacred, present and woven throughout this world. And we actually
have the tools to access them. Here's Brian Murescu again. The notion is that, well, maybe humans have
been doing this forever. And that this notion of seeking the divine in nature, like through naturally
occurring plants and compounds was a tradition that we may have even inherited from species
that precede our own. There are abundant examples of animals who seek out altered states of consciousness
in the natural world, baboons craving tobacco or bees snacking on rhododendrons, goats
foraging for coffee cherries. Like there's no shortage of examples in the animal kingdom
in that quest to alter consciousness. And so we're really just following in their footsteps. We may
not have invented any of these rituals.
The telepathy tapes is about shifting paradigms, about realizing the world you woke up in
was shaped long before you took your first breath.
And when it comes to psychedelics, we were born into a paradigm that tried to bury anything
that felt too mysterious or too powerful or too ungovernable.
And that erasure goes back far.
It traces all the way back to the moment the Roman Empire began outlawing the ethogenic rights
that connected humans to the divine for millennia.
And these traditions were already fragile, passed orally, protected by secrecy.
and once they were targeted, they had almost no chance of surviving.
Why is the Temple of Elusis destroyed?
It's a reason why a lot of pagan sites are destroyed.
After the Roman Empire becomes Christianized, right?
This illegal cult becomes the official religion of Rome.
And as a result, by the end of the 4th century,
the pagan shrines and temples and their libraries, too, come under suspicion.
While these ancient psychedelic traditions in the West were shattered,
erased by empire and secrecy and fear, they didn't vanish everywhere.
Across the world, in indigenous communities,
these practices were carried forward with courage and precision.
And it's not that they weren't touched or went unchallenged,
but they were protected, held in ceremony,
and passed on generation after generation.
And while colonization and war and progress swept across continents,
these traditions endured because people risked everything to keep them alive.
And when we look at those surviving lineages today,
shamans of the Amazon and the Curanderas of Mexico,
and the IOS scaros and peyoteros and plant teachers across the globe.
We're not looking at something exotic or other.
We're looking at a mirror, a glimpse of what the Western world might have looked like
if our own bridges to the sacred hadn't been burned or buried or outlawed.
If anything at all, these traditions show us that psychedelic practices were never fringe.
They were never reckless.
It was medicine, ritual, community.
It was a way of knowing the world and knowing ourselves.
I sometimes say that these secrets died under the weight of their own secrecy.
And I think that's something to take very seriously, some of these potions, some of these formula,
some of the ancient pharmacology itself.
If that was all kept secret, I mean, the odds are if it's not being written down, it'll get lost to time.
And there is concerted effort to make them disappear and to exclude women from positions of power and authority.
Throughout much of the Western world, it was usually women who prepared these wines and herbs and potions
that made these psychedelic rituals possible.
The brewers of the magical beer, for example, ancient Sumeria in Egypt, that was women.
And as you go forward in time, women are also mixing these sacred wines.
We have any number of artifacts that specifically show women literally throwing herbs into different craters and mixing bowls.
This holy wine shows up in the literature too.
If any part of the old Western psychedelic tradition survived, any scrap of the plant knowledge, the formulas, the rituals, it was almost certainly carried forward by women.
Women are often excluded from the continuation of some of these traditions to the point where they go underground.
Maybe some of these female healers become the folk healers or the witches or the wise women of the dark ages, the middle ages and the Renaissance.
The witch, if anything, is known for prowess over the natural world, right?
She has the ability to harm or to heal.
She is the expert of the pharmacopoeia.
For generations, we've held this image of a woman bent over a cauldron, and it's felt like nothing.
more than superstition or a fairy tale meant to frighten children. But when you look at the historical
record, you start to realize that maybe those stories were a distorted echo of something real.
Women were the keepers of sacred wines and herbal brews for thousands of years. So if even one
recipe survived the Roman crackdown, it would make sense for to resurface centuries later,
carried forward by the women who refused to let that knowledge die. In the Vatican archives,
I targeted one specific file from the late 16th century, 1590,
that talked about this witch named Lucrezia.
And it's all recorded in this archaic Italian.
What I found in there, through the help of an Italian scholar,
was mention of a special wine that Lucrezia herself had been concocting,
mixed with various herbs.
And it even talked about a magical ointment that she had concocted out of lizards.
And I remember seeing that on the page from 1590
and just thinking straight back 1,500 years,
to the same kinds of things that had been physically discovered outside Pompeii.
Witchy wine of henbane and black nightshade and opium and cannabis mixed with lizards.
If a lizard-infused potion is found in ancient Pompeii
and described again in a witch trial 1500 years later,
it's hard not to wonder, did that knowledge really disappear
or was someone keeping it alive underground for generations?
And so something about knowledge of the pharmacopoeia
and these magical wines and this forbidden,
heretical knowledge survived. It seems to have really survived into the record to the point
where, you know, church inquisitors are writing about this during the trials and prosecutions
of these medieval witches. And that is a devastating irony. It was those women that were trying
to preserve those doorways to the divine that were once later persecuted the most. Through
the Inquisition and the witch trials, the last custodians of Western and theogenic knowledge
were silenced. And when they were gone, so much of the West's spiritual
technology vanished with them. But here's the good news. The impulse behind those ancient traditions,
the desire to heal, to shift consciousness, to work with forces bigger than ourselves. Those impulses
did not die. You can outlaw the rituals and burn the libraries and bury the practitioners,
but you just can't extinguish the human instinct to reach beyond the material world. And while the
West lost much of its plant wisdom, these medicines are still alive and intact in lineages around the
world. And even when these plant-based rights were pushed into the shadows in the West, the deeper
insights behind them, the knowing that the metaphysical world is real, present, and trying to work
with us, lived on in many other traditions, and not just through psychedelics, but through practices
that work with the body and the field around it, which brings our journey to its next chapter,
energy healing. Across cultures and continents, people believe the body was animated by subtle
life force that could be balanced, directed, or strengthened. There have been different names for it
in different languages, but the same idea stretches back millennia, that we have to be a lot of
we can heal one another by harnessing an invisible force that seems to know exactly what to do.
We started Season 2 in the heavens, exploring consciousness far beyond us, and we've slowly been
working our way back toward the powers that live within our own flesh, maybe even inside each
and every one of our cells. So next week, we ask if consciousness can heal itself. Join me for a two-part
journey into energy healing. A world where people describe heat moving through their bodies, pain
dissolving in minutes, and recoveries that defy explanation, a world where the unseen becomes
undeniable and where emerging science may finally offer evidence of the metaphysical.
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