The Ultimate Human with Gary Brecka - 161. Shayna Taylor: Healing Chronic Anxiety and Gut Inflammation by Returning to Nature
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In Italy is like insane. They love food. They love community. They love long meals.
Even me before I moved there, I could go and eat all the pasta and cheese I wanted and it wouldn't
affect my gut and my skin. Most people have their own garden, produce their own olive oil. You know,
it's normal for them. That's their life and they appreciate the ingredients.
Because it is back to the basics. There's your grass-fed meats, your raw dairies, you know,
all of the things that in Italy are just the norm and here they're the exception.
Food became transactional, which is our biggest problem.
You go to the market, you have no idea where anything's from.
You buy it in plastic, you check it out, you pay for your credit card
and then you go home and you eat it.
If you walk into your grocery store and they have a health food section,
what does it say about the rest of the store?
As Americans, we're so spoiled in the way that things are quite easy for us to do.
We're so disconnected from Mother Nature and we're actually disconnected from each other.
I find it so cool to learn about how nature used to work
before we manipulated it so much.
This kind of started my journey,
not only in entrepreneurship,
but also this journey of like, I'm ready for something new.
Talk a little bit about what led you here
and what inspired you to put this together
and like, what does it entail?
It's a great story,
but I'm gonna share the honest part of it
because I think everybody needs to know.
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Ultimate Human.
Hey guys, welcome back to the Ultimate Human podcast.
I'm your host, human biologist, Gary Brekka,
where we go down the road of everything anti-aging,
biohacking, longevity, and everything in between.
And we have a super treat for you guys today, a really, really unique guest.
My wife is in love with this guest, and so is my daughter.
And I think so many of you know who she is.
And I think she exemplifies everything about society today when you reach the
point where you just say the heck with it. And you hear me talk all the time about how my favorite
thought leaders in our space, anti-aging, biohacking, specialists, scientists, researchers,
functional medicine, doctors, they're all getting back to the basics. So today is going to be an
amazing podcast about getting back to the basics. So today is going to be an amazing podcast
about getting back to the basics. So welcome to the podcast, Gina Taylor. Thank you. Thank you for
having me. I'm so excited. Your journey is so, it's so unique, but I want to say it's like,
it's inspiring because I think you probably have a lot of people go, gosh, I wish I could just do
that. You know, my, I'm stuck in this job or this relationship
or you know, kids are in school or whatever it is
and they just don't have the gumption to do it.
I wonder if you just share your story with my audience.
Yeah, of course.
I actually get those messages every single day.
Yeah, we were just talking about it.
Yeah, yeah.
Every single day I have people write me
about how they wish they could move
or it's a plan that they have in two or three years
to move to the countryside somewhere
or to Italy specifically.
But yeah, so my journey is a wild one.
So I'm born and raised in California.
I got into the health and wellness space in my early 20s
when I went to culinary school for college
and became really passionate about food.
I also was a model for many years,
which was very counterintuitive to each other.
But that's what kind of like pushed me towards
wanting to be more on the health side of things
versus a traditional chef.
And then I had a lot of my own health problems,
especially related to like gut health
and, you know, specific things around skin and-
Which of course, if you're a model
and you're having skin breakouts and you've got-
It's a big problem, yeah, exactly.
And then I, so I was in an eight year relationship,
most of my twenties, and in 2020,
I decided to end the relationship.
And this was like a huge pivot in my life, I have to say.
I was going through Saturn return,
cause I was 28 and I was just, it was like,
all just made sense.
I had a very intense Saturn return
for people who know about it.
And so when we broke up,
I was basically had to start my life completely over
because my life was totally a shadow of that person.
Was your partner in LA?
Yes, my partner was in LA.
We also lived in New York for like three years.
And then I decided to move back to LA when we broke up. And so this kind of started my journey, not only in LA, we also lived in New York for like three years. And then I decided to move back to LA when we broke up.
And so this kind of started my journey,
not only in entrepreneurship,
but also this journey of like,
I'm ready for something new, like really to start over.
And so I was building my businesses in LA.
I always had this drive to wanna move to Italy
and buy farmland and like be a farmer
and grow my own produce and have my animals.
And like, that was my dream. The chickens, like all this stuff. And I was just like,
I thought that it was going to be something in my life that I did when I was like 45, you know,
I didn't think that it was going to be in the next couple of years from when I was dreaming about it.
And then I started deep diving into spiritual practices because I was trying to not only heal myself
from the relationship of eight years,
but also all of the things that brought me
to be in an unhealthy relationship
and childhood stuff that I felt I just didn't unravel
because I was just in survival mode.
And through that process,
my drive to want to leave LA and go live a different life just became stronger.
And then I, my family knew I was thinking about moving.
So we decided to spend Christmas there for holiday.
And I had this attachment and in spirituality, you start to learn about non-attachment.
So I was in the process of learning non-attachment at the time.
And I had an attachment to my house because it was my first house I ever owned.
I like made it exactly how I wanted it.
It was a content creator's house
and I was building my social media following then
and building all my recipes.
So I was like, wow, to leave this house
feels like very daunting,
but like it doesn't make sense for me.
Then I was like, do I rent it?
But then I was like, no,
because then I can't invest in a property in Italy
because you know, it's like I needed to sell it
to then have this dream.
So I literally like, I'll never forget,
I woke up one morning and I was journaling and meditating.
And this was very new to me at the time.
I was like, started with a five minute journal
and it took me like months to integrate it into my life
because I was so used to waking up
and just like going straight into my work,
running away from my underlying anxiety,
which I learned later in life.
I didn't realize that I was just like running on the crazy cycle because I was trying to run away
from the underlying anxiety I had.
But I just like woke up one day and I was like,
you know what, I think I'm ready to sell this house.
Wow.
This was October.
I was supposed to leave for Christmas, December.
So I was like, if my house sells before Christmas.
You put this frame around.
Yeah, I will go, I'll just basically go on a whim,
so and not take anything with me
except for three suitcases.
So I put my house on the market and it sold two weeks later.
And I was like, okay.
You know what's funny is like you either get
buyer's remorse or like, you're like,
shoot, I didn't ask enough.
I should have asked for more money, sold too fast.
But that's amazing.
So I was like, okay, either I'm leaving LA for sure.
And my second option was Nashville.
I was thinking, I love Nashville.
I wanted to leave LA.
So I was like, okay, I'm gonna move all of my stuff
to Nashville in storage.
And I'm gonna go to Italy with three suitcases,
and I'm going to really explore the idea
of living in Europe.
So I don't recommend this is the way people should do it
because I went there, decided to stay,
and then had to figure out my visa process.
So I was flying back and forth
and wasted a lot of money and time
because I didn't prepare myself.
And I was really on a whim,
which is very much me.
Like I love spontaneity.
So I was just like living a spontaneous life.
But yeah, while we were there for Christmas,
we stumbled into a real estate office
and I wanted to look at how like properties for fun.
And I wasn't really sure what I wanted
and what I was looking for, like a bunch of land
or maybe later or just like a small house or a retreat center. Like I didn't really know. And so I started looking
and they sent me some properties in Umbria region specifically because I really love
Umbria because it's still the raw, authentic Italy. Like Tuscany is amazing. It's beautiful.
And I do spend most of my time now outside of Florence, but it's so touristy and it's everybody knows about it that it it's just not as authentic and umbria like good luck finding an
English speaker and I like that, you know, it's like the
Authentic Ness of Italy and it's so beautiful
They call it the green heart of Italy because it's literally the center and it also gets a lot more rain
So everything is so green and lush all the time
Whereas Tuscany gets very dry and the summertime like Umbria stays very green.
So it's stunning, really beautiful place.
So it has four seasons or is it?
Yeah.
But it's temperate, right?
It's not, like winters are not drastically winter.
Like maybe it snows for like two days and then it melts.
Okay.
And that doesn't happen every year.
Does it have that like seasonal affective disorder period
where it's all really gray and not really?
No, because honestly, the climate of Italy,
especially, you know, Southern is even better,
but where we are central-ish, the seasons are really nice.
They're becoming shorter now
because the whole world is getting warmer
and summers are really hot sometimes.
But I have to say like winter was very chill,
nothing crazy, there was like two weeks
where it was like kind of cold only because the wind.
Did you buy a place there?
Yes, so back to the story.
Full commitment.
Back to the story, it's actually kind of a,
it's a great story,
but I'm gonna share the honest part of it
because I think everybody needs to know the goods
and the bads of when you do something like this.
Because as Americans, we're so spoiled
in the way that things are quite easy for us to do.
Everything is hard, don't get me wrong,
but like starting a business,
anybody can start a business.
Buying a home, like to get a loan and all these things,
like it's actually very easy compared to other countries.
And when you have this mindset of like anything is possible,
which is the mindset I had,
and then I decided to be a single woman,
like turning 30 and move to Italy on her own
and try to buy a property and land and like be a farmer,
I got so humbled.
Wow.
So humbled, because the way that we do things
is the opposite of the way Italy does things.
So to build a business, to start a business,
to do things right, to have tax write-offs,
even as, I lost so much money because the original accountant
that I got introduced to didn't tell me any of these things.
So I had to unravel myself out of using,
for us, for instance, a small example,
if you use your personal Amazon,
but you use your business card, right, for something,
you can justify it for tax reasons or for stuff.
And in America, it's always, of course,
you should open a business Amazon account.
I'm not saying not to do that, but like,
that's a small thing that I've never had to think about
because it's easy for us to justify it.
In Italy, even though I'm the owner of the business,
it was the business credit card
and it was under my personal Amazon account,
they take it as I stole money for my own personal
buyings from Amazon, from the company.
So I personally had to wire the money back to the company
to justify the money when I never spent it.
Wow.
So you owned a business.
Yes.
You used a business card for personal things?
No, business card for business things.
Business card for business things.
So like I used my business card in Italy.
But it was your Amazon personal card.
But it was my, exactly.
So it was like for farm stuff.
It was like you can clearly see it was like
stuff for the chickens and like random farm supplies.
Like I would never use that, it's for it.
But they literally, it doesn't matter
because I used it on my own personal Amazon.
They consider it that I stole money from the company.
So I had to wire all the Amazon accounts,
like whatever I spent on my Amazon,
back to my agriculture company to pay it back
for the books of finance.
And I was like, this is a small example,
but like, you just don't think about those things, you know?
But anyway, so I'm gonna tell you in short,
like a little bit about this story.
So I started looking at properties with my family
when we were in Christmas
and I stumbled upon this property, which blew my mind.
I, the energy, I'm very sensitive to energies of places
and this energy of this place was magical.
So I was like, I know this is it,
but my logical mind was like,
you can't buy the first place you look at, Shayna.
You need to like look around a little bit.
So my friends were coming for New Year's
and I remember the house, they're foreigners as well.
So they said like,
we also rent it for vacation rentals,
one of the houses,
because it was two with two different owners.
And so I decided like,
oh, can we rent it for New Year's?
So I can live in it and see what it's like.
So we rented it for a week.
And then during that week in meditation,
I was called to rent it for a month.
So I rented it for the whole month of February.
And that allowed me for it to be the base,
which I could go and look at other properties
around the area to be sure
this was the one I wanted to put an offer on.
And in that time, in February,
I also started asking questions because the Olive Grove,
so it was only three hectares with the houses.
And then the Olive Groves used to be attached
outside of the fence.
So I was like, who owns the Olive Grove
outside of the fence?
And they were like, I don't know, let's find out.
So they find out, I go to find out that all the land around
it is also for sale.
Wow.
And so this is when I was like,
this has to be the place because this is like
the farm dream and also the retreat dream.
Like this was like the both tied together.
So then I inquired about buying the land outside.
So it was a different transaction.
And long story short, I moved into these houses.
They let me move in before I bought it
because the houses didn't pass the inspection.
I was supposed to sign the houses in August, 2022
when the Euro was equal to the dollar.
And-
And we're just coming out of the pandemic here too.
Exactly, exactly.
Exactly.
And it was very new, very fresh.
And they were supposed to be done with the works
that needed to be fixed by December, 2022,
which then turned into June of 2020,
or sorry, yeah, December of 2022,
then turned into June, 2023,
which then found out more works that needed to be done,
which turned into July, 2024.
So I was supposed to start the project
to refurbish this house because it was really old
and start hosting small gatherings so it could pay for itself. This was an investment property.
It wasn't for me to like live in Gallic around. And I made a mistake of starting to invest money
into the farm and my garden and the chickens and all these things. And before, you know,
I bought this house
because I was like certain
that this house was gonna be purchased.
But then three years of my life goes by
and I realized like, oh my God,
like a road was gonna be erected.
And then they were like,
like there was so many discrepancies of this property
that were on, they didn't tell me.
And I don't think that the owners are like bad people. I just think that they didn't have me. And I don't think that the owners are like bad people.
I just think that they didn't have their paperwork in order.
And in order to sell a house in Italy,
unless it's like really written that you,
everything is whatever, like transparent,
you cannot sell something.
So the commune is crazy.
They check every single detail of every little thing
of the house to protect me as a buyer.
But long story short, I was just like draining money
without being able to make money.
And so after this road got erected and all these things,
and I realized the value that I paid
was just not the value that I should have.
So I also got taken advantage by the real estate agent
and the owners because I didn't know.
I was an American thinking like, wow, this is so cheap
compared to what I'm used to in Los Angeles. And I didn't know. I was an American thinking like, wow, this is so cheap compared to what I'm used to in Los Angeles.
Yeah.
And I didn't do enough research and really got fucked over.
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Wow.
So then I decided to back-
And as an, not to break your story,
but as an American citizen,
can you just go over and buy land there?
You don't have to be native or get any kind of special visa
or you can just own land there.
Yes. Okay.
You don't need a special visa.
You actually can get a special visa if you own land there.
Okay, so once you got it, then you could-
Yes, so if you're an American, yes, exactly. I have a self-employment visa if you own land there. Okay, so once you got it, then you could, and I assume you have a visa now.
Yes, exactly.
I have a self-employment visa
because I also have a company there,
the agriculture company, yeah.
So in the end, in the meantime,
I bought the land all around it,
which is where my olive oil comes from.
So I don't know what your resources were,
but it sounds like you drained a lot of resources
at this point, yeah.
Yeah, drained a lot of resources.
It was very humbling.
I made-
It was scary. Yeah, very scary lot of resources. It was very humbling. I made- It was scary.
Yeah, very scary because all this money
that I would have never had from this house,
I was like putting it into,
investing into this project that was supposed to make money
and I ended up losing like so much of it.
And now when I backed out,
because it had been three years,
the owners said that they spent the deposit
and they won't give it back to me,
so now I have to go to court.
Oh my God.
Yes.
On the land that you currently own
but are trying to give back.
No, so the land is separate.
Okay.
So the land I own outright,
and the land is owned by Shana Agricola,
which is my agriculture company.
It was just the houses that I was trying to buy,
which is in the middle of the land that I own.
So it's like, I own 88 hectares, or 88 acres of land,
and the houses are in the dead center of it.
And you've got to get out of that.
That's what you're trying to get out of.
That is what I'm trying to get out of,
is the house situation.
So I was trying to-
Because you're overpaid and-
Yeah, I was trying to just renegotiate with them, but they weren't willing to budge.
So then I was like, okay, well then just give me my money back so that I can go on with
my life.
You guys wasted three years of my life because you didn't have your paperwork organized and
you expect me to just like take the brunt of it.
And they said no.
So unfortunately there's nothing else left for me to do then to... And it's not like in the States where they hold the money in escrow, they released it to them.
So they spent it. So they're saying to, they're telling me they don't have the money to pay me back.
And then, so now I have to, I'm literally filing with them in court because my lawyer is like, you, you have the right to have the money back because it's, they didn't do the, like they were supposed to finish the work as of December and you were so kind to wait two and a half more years
for them to finish the work and they didn't.
So like you, by law, you are supposed to get reimbursement
for the deposit, but you know, in Italy,
to go to court is like, it's a minimum of four years
for this to be resolved.
Oh my gosh.
Yeah. Wow. Yeah.
Wow.
Yeah.
So, you know, I, listen, I love what I do
and I love my land and I love producing this olive oil
and like, we're gonna do so much more with the land
to make more products to sell because it's so magical.
The land there and the olive trees are, you know,
200, 300 years old. So it's why they
have such high polyfinal count because the older the tree, the deeper the roots and that's where
the polyfinals come from is the nutrient dense soil. So it's like, I'm so grateful and I wouldn't
change anything also because I think I needed to be humbled coming from Los Angeles and like
thinking anything's possible. Like I, I'm happy that I went through that spiritual humbling.
It was obviously very hard because then I like,
all this dream of everything I thought I had figured out
just got totally taken away from me.
And I had to figure out like,
okay, well, what is my life now?
And I met my fiance in the meantime,
through moving to Italy, he's Italian, we
just got engaged.
Oh, congratulations.
Thank you.
On New Year's Eve.
So you didn't know him when you were going and buying this land?
No, I met him like a year and a half after I moved.
That's cool.
Yeah.
How's your Italian?
Not very good.
How's his English?
Great.
Good.
Okay.
Yeah, he lived in New York for like five years.
So yeah, no, my Italian is like, I can understand a lot,
but for me to talk, it's like very basic.
I need to like go to an eight week course,
but I like don't have the time.
And then I also speak in English all day
because my companies are based in America.
So I'm still doing Zoom calls all day in English.
And then I have a translating assistant with me in Italy
who like helps me translate everything.
So I'm pretty much crippled myself to learn Italian
at this point.
But I will learn, especially before I have children
because they're gonna know more Italian than me.
And that's not, you know, I'm gonna have a codling.
I'm dropping my back.
Yeah, because he's obviously fluent.
So he's gonna, yeah. Exactly.
And growing up from, you know, when they start out
being multilingual is easy.
It's almost like they don't know the difference.
But learning it as an adult is tough.
So you're living in the property
that you're trying to get out of now
until you figure it out, right?
No, I moved out.
Or, okay, so it's just vacant.
Yeah, yeah, yeah.
So when you say moved out, are you on the property now?
So no, I moved to Florence area
because my fiance works closer to Florence.
So I actually moved before it kind of went sour
because I was like, okay, I'll move out of the Umbria
property because it's gonna have to be totally redone anyway.
So we moved in together like a couple,
a year and some change ago outside of Florence.
And so I already kind of like moved.
So I was like, perfect, I can commute to Umbria
like while the project's going.
And then we live together here.
So it's easier for him to go to work cause I don't have to go to work every single day
He has to drive to an office every day, right?
So that was kind of our compromise and I moved him out of Florence City Center because I refused to move back to a city
I was like, this is our compromise
So now we live like 20 minutes outside of Florence still in the countryside and in a town called Improneta
That's awesome. And what happened far away is that from your place?
It's like an hour and 20 minutes drive.
So you know what's fascinating to me is,
so I have a dream of eventually selling my concrete jungle
and starting a regenerative farm.
Like I wanna ride out my years on a regenerative farm.
I even have a piece of property that I really like
that I've sort of picked out in Colorado,
a place for grass-fed cattle and pasture raised eggs
and free range chickens and hydroponic microgreens,
really nutrient dense microgreens.
And I grew up on a farm, so what was really weird
is when I left high school,
I wanted to get as far away from the farm as possible.
Of course.
And then the further I get into adulthood,
I want to get back to the farm as fast as
possible.
And we kind of had that talk before the podcast.
You know, sometimes we just miss that connection with mother nature.
We just miss the basics, just grounding, sunlight, breath work, eating whole foods.
I mean, the food in Italy is very clean.
It's amazing.
I mean, I'm sure you could find bad food.
I mean, it's westernized there too.
But for the most part, I mean, it's real whole foods.
Olive oil's arguably one of the best things
you can put in the human body.
I do a shot of it every day.
Thank you for the bottle, by the way.
You're welcome.
But what fascinates me is not only how bold
and intimidating and scary it must have been
just to relocate your life there,
especially as a single woman,
is I can't imagine you had a skill set
in regenerative farming or anything, right?
Like, I mean, you didn't learn how to raise
all the trees in LA.
Honestly, I-
Chickens you didn't learn in New York?
I mean-
No, no, I didn't, I knew nothing.
I only knew from-
That's what's so fascinating to me.
Obsession, I only knew from research on my own.
I mean, we're really lucky to live in the time
that we live now because so many things are available
to us on the internet and books and all this stuff.
So it was more of an obsession of wanting
to learn all this stuff.
And then the best way to learn,
and I say this for people in business,
business school is amazing.
And it does teach you a lot of things
that maybe I wish I had when I started entrepreneurship. But what really teaches you how to run a business is running a business. Business school is amazing and it does teach you a lot of things that maybe I wish I had when I started an entrepreneurship, but what really teaches you how to run a business is running a
business because there's nothing that school can teach you other than real life scenarios.
And it's the same with anything. I was like, I will figure out how to do this and the best way
for me to do it is just to immerse myself in it. So that's exactly what I did. I went there and
I figured it out as I went and I've learned so much. I got really into biodynamic farming.
That was what I wanted to do was biodynamics
and using the ecosystem of the area and the farms.
And I find it fascinating.
I find it so cool to learn about how nature used to work
before we like manipulated it so much.
So yeah, I just came from pure passion
and throwing myself into it.
Wow, that's amazing.
Yeah.
And so you were, you know, I mean,
how to raise a chicken, how to like, you know.
Yeah, exactly.
And you literally went out there
and I don't even know where you get a chicken.
I mean, you started to-
Researched.
Because I also was like, I need to make sure
I have chickens that are organic,
that were never fed corn, that also, you know,
it's like, there's a lot of things that I'm obsessed with.
Like I will never eat a corn-fed chicken
because I have a huge allergy to corn.
So it's like, then I had to find specific farms
that were also believing in that in Italy,
which are luckily you can actually find them, you know,
often, I don't know if anyone knows this.
Probably more common than not.
Italy is the most sustainable agriculture in the world.
They invest so much money into organic agriculture.
I was in Medellin, Colombia a year and a half ago.
And I just remember I was at a restaurant and I was in Medellin, Columbia a year and a half ago,
and I just remember I was at a restaurant,
and I was reading the menu of the steak,
and the waiter came over, and I was like,
you mind if I ask if this is grass-fed steak?
And he looked at me like three heads,
he's like, what else do cows eat?
I'm like, oh, my bad, we actually have to ask that
back in the States, you know?
And he was was so confused,
cows don't eat chickens,
I mean, what's your question?
The corn, the whey, the biocs, the hormones?
No idea what I was talking about.
So it's a cow in a field.
But it's just so funny because they don't know
any other way, but here you have to try to get around
the system with all the processing and everything. And this
brings me back to the conversation we were having before the
podcast because truly I believe that nature heals and I truly believe because
I've seen it in both clinical practice, my own life, my family, is that we're so disconnected from other nature.
And we're actually disconnected from each other.
You know, meaningful relationships, just conversation.
In my previous podcast that I had on,
she was talking about how we're human beings
and not human doings.
And can you just be like,
I'm sure you had a lot of alone times on this farm
when you first got there, overwhelmed,
not with an exact roadmap,
probably going to sleep in Italy.
There had to be some nights where you're like,
what did I get myself into?
Oh yeah.
And so talk a little bit about,
I mean, I'm talking about before you had a relationship
and someone to share ideas with and things,
but like, you know, when you were that single woman
by yourself, foreign country, just bit off this project
that you're probably think it was more than I could chew.
What were you doing actively to just reassure yourself,
not get into that panic state, you know,
not sort of just collapse from, you know, from overwhelm.
Yeah, from overwhelm.
So I have to say that all the spiritual work that I did before, and this was like the beginning,
actually, I learned way more in the process of me moving. But I had some basic tools of learning how
to be okay in my own body. Like home is your vessel, it's your body.
Home is not a place that you live.
And if you feel home in your body,
then you can essentially be okay in any environment.
And this was ultimately like the biggest realization I had
of like, I can create home anywhere.
It doesn't need to be in Los Angeles.
And so I'm gonna sell this materialistic thing and I'm to go try and recreate it in a different version in Italy.
I'll never forget though, I was staying in Paris in London before I finally like got moved into the place in Italy.
And let me remind you, these country houses are old.
They're like 30 years, you know, wear and tear and there's no kitchen cabinets on the thing.
And there's like, you know, I had no furniture at all.
So I had the house manager guy who worked for the owners
before just buy me a mattress.
And like, I had a mattress when I arrived.
And then he gave me like, you know,
a table and some chairs.
So I came with my three suitcases and that was it.
You're like, what's the wifi password?
He's like, there is no wifi.
He's like, no wifi.
Yeah, by the way, the Wi-Fi that the house owners
did have set up didn't work at all.
So of course I had to go get Starlink
and then try to figure out how to use Starlink.
So I remember I arrived and at this time
I already kind of stopped drinking alcohol
through my spiritual journey,
but I would still occasionally have organic wine
here and there.
And my girlfriend, bless her,
so one of my best friends, Olga,
I met her actually in Italy before I moved
and she helped me actually feel comfortable to move there
because she was like, she lives in Paris now,
but she was living in Rome at the time.
And she just became like a sister really fast.
And so on my solo trips, her and I used to hang out.
And so when I finally made that decision,
I was like, at least I know I have one friend
that is close by, you know, in case something goes wrong.
I also have like one of my best friends in Denmark,
but she's a mom of three and it's not like she can just like
leave and help me, you know?
So I got to the houses and I like,
I like, was just sitting in the kitchen houses and I like, what is this, so funny. I like was just sitting in the kitchen
and you're like, it's really isolated.
Like I'm not, like this is also to my,
I'll tell you a side story after too,
which is so funny about my fiance.
But I just sat in my kitchen and was like,
oh boy, like what did I do to this too?
I had no car.
I had no car and I was in the countryside.
So I was like, how am I gonna get groceries?
Like I need to like, what is my game plan here?
So luckily I had Matteo, who was like the guy
who was the property, he like watched the property
for the owners before.
And so he like really helped me manage everything.
But like, you can't buy a car as a foreigner in Italy.
So I had to go buy a car in another country.
So I had to go fly to try to find a car
to then drive back to Italy so I could have a car
because I was like wasting money on leasing a car.
You can buy property that you can't buy a car?
No.
Wow.
See like that's the stuff that
of course nobody tells you.
No one tells you that.
No one told me that.
Yeah.
So I, yeah, I just had this moment
where I like almost had a meltdown
where I was like, okay, I know you're really
like a bold woman, like you're in areas
and like, you know, you've done a lot of things
in your life and you just go for it.
But like this one, this one is like next level.
So I literally have never drank alone in my life
but I poured myself a glass of wine
because I was like, I need a glass of wine.
I think my whole audience has already forgiven you for it.
I said, don't worry, this is a judgment-free zone now.
And I remember my girlfriend, Olga, bless her,
she literally calls me and she's like, how's it going?
Like, how are you doing?
And I was like, well, I'm just like having a glass of wine.
And she was like, you having a glass of wine by yourself?
I was like, mm-hmm.
And she was like, okay, you wanna talk about it?
Like, how do you know how you feel?
And she's so sweet.
She literally surprised me and flew the next day
because she knew I was unwell
because it's like, I don't drink in the first place
and then I'm drinking by myself.
It's like, really, something's wrong.
Something is not right.
So she literally came and surprised me next day.
And called me at like 9 a.m. and was like,
guess where I am?
And I was like, where?
She's like, I just landed in Florence.
I'm coming to you, bitch.
And like literally came.
Yes, and literally came and helped me just like
get the basics.
She was like, let's go get the basics
so you can feel comfortable.
Cause I was like, what do I need to make myself
not feel like I'm in a complete panic?
So basic needs.
So I went and got like kitchen stuff and knives
and cutting boards and like things that made me feel,
you know, I love to cook and I'm in the countryside.
So like, I don't have, you know,
I can't go to a restaurant on the street every day.
They're not even open every day.
So I like had to get myself in like this country living,
you know, vibe.
And then of course, all of my spiritual tools
is what actually like helped me and
grounded me. Like having my feet in the grass and actually grounding myself every day and
hearing the nature and having the view and like going outside and being like, what was
the reason why you did this? And reminding myself why I was there and just like continuing
in my spiritual practices of like figuring out
as I mentioned to you before this podcast,
like it wasn't until I landed in Italy
and I had to sit in silence that I realized
my underlying anxiety was chronic, like really intense.
And it started bringing up all these feelings
and all this stuff.
And then I started realizing how much grounding my energy,
like physically grounding my energy
and also visualizations and meditation
helped me actually start to combat
and realize when my anxiety was okay
and when my anxiety was heightened.
And so I just like,
that's when I started promoting a lot in my journey
of like putting your feet in the grass
and how important it is
and how it's this free tool that we have.
And it doesn't, if you don't have grass, it can be sand. And if you know I'm sand, tool that we have. And if you don't have grass, it could be sand.
And if you know I'm sand, it could be dirt.
And if you don't have dirt, it can be leaf.
It doesn't really matter what it is.
It's just grounding in nature in general.
And so this whole process,
and of course, spending time with animals
and buying my chickens.
And when I started to really develop out this dream
that I had, it just made me feel so grateful.
I was just like, how blessed am I that I'm able to do this?
And also, the cost of living in Italy is so little
compared to here.
It's like traumatizing when I come back to the States now
and have to go to the grocery store.
I swear, I'm like, I'm paying six pints
for a freaking blueberry,
six dollars for like a thing of blueberries.
And like what I can get for six euros
at the grocery store in Italy
is like a whole bag worth of fresh ingredients.
Wow.
Like I just did this grocery haul
because I wanna tell people,
wanna show people the comparison.
And I bought, I'm not even joking you,
like three huge bags of vegetables,
so many different types,
like six cucumbers for my juices and four celery things,
bunches of celery and like two kombucha things
and onions and garlic and all this, everything, 51 euros.
No way.
51 euros.
If I went to Air One. Definitely not at Air One.
When I go to Air One. 1500 euros.
Yeah, exactly.
When I go to Air One, it's a minimum of 250.
Yeah. Wow. For a minimum of 250.
For like half of that.
Right.
You know why?
Because Air One is not the readily available grocery item.
I mean, right?
It's the specialty item because it is back to the basics.
I mean, there's your grass-fed meats, your raw dairies,
you know, all of the things that in Italy
are just the norm and here they're the exception.
Yeah, I know. You know, I remember Max Lugavere saying one time
on a podcast, he's like, you know,
if you walk into your grocery store
and they have a health food section,
what does it say about the rest of the store?
It says everything it needs to tell you, right?
And then the health food section is the most expensive.
It's a tiny little area.
It's like, you know, the shelves are kind of off
on the side and you're the exception to the rule.
I think, you know, which is why I'm so excited
about this Maha movement because I feel like
it's not gonna happen overnight, but you know,
going back to supporting our farmers and local agriculture,
there are apps now that will tell you
where your local farmers markets are,
where can you get raw cheese and raw dairy?
Where can you actually get locally grown chickens and And where can you get you know eggs from a
hen house twice a week that are not so commercial? I think you know us getting
back to the basics. I mean number one you're neutrifying the body. Yeah.
Right? I mean you're getting the minerals, the raw materials, the vitamins, amino
acids. And number two you know just you're sort of reconnecting with nature.
We didn't even think about shopping outside
in a farmer's market.
You know, we think about under big fluorescent lights
in a warehouse.
Yeah, exactly.
Well, food became transactional
versus actually being like a relationship you have with food,
which is our biggest problem.
You go to the market,
you have no idea where anything's from,
you buy it in plastic, you check it out,
you pay for your credit card,
and then you go home and you eat it.
And like, that's the disconnect
between the relationship with food and human beings.
And obviously city people feel that the most.
And it's another huge topic that I'm really passionate about
is connectivity with food
and how if our children were raised
to understand where food came from
and the joy that it is to watch a seed turn into a sprout
and then a sprout turn into a plant
and then a plant that gives you something you can eat.
Is even for an adult,
even 90 year old grandmas in Italy find it incredible.
I mean, the relationship that they have with food
in Italy is like insane.
They love food, they love community,
they love long, long, long, long, long meals.
And they love growing everything.
I mean, most people have their own garden,
produce their own olive oil, even if it's a small amount.
And it's normal for them.
That's their life.
And they appreciate the ingredients.
And they tend to the soil.
It's like why the food is so good in Italy
and why people, even me, before I moved there,
I could go and eat all the pasta and cheese I wanted
and it wouldn't affect my gut and my skin
versus I was gluten-free,
gluten-free, dairy-free, refined sugar-free, corn-free.
Like I wouldn't eat anything being in LA and I was more inflamed than when I was eating
the food there is because they've been passing down generations by family owned farmers,
the old way of farming.
And yes, of course, some of them did, you know, they do have pesticides.
It's still there in Italy, but like generally speaking,
it's family owned businesses
and they've been doing the old regenerative practices
forever so they never felt the need to change that.
And so the food has more nutrients
because the soil is not over tilled or over poisoned.
And so when you eat the food,
you're actually absorbing the nutrients
that your body needs versus feeling like it's just inflamed
and you're not getting the nutrients.
It's like an apple in America, you eat one and you actually
only get the nutrients that is like a quarter of an apple and then so you have to eat six
apples in order to get the nutrients of one apple. Whereas when you go to Italy and you
eat a tomato or an apple, you're like, whoa, this tastes so good. And it's like, well, yeah.
And it's nutrient because it's nutrient dense. Which actually releases GLP-1, which is ozempic,
naturally in your gut, right?
I mean, it's a hormone we make
in response to nutrient density.
I mean, and so many people are on the highly processed diets
and so they're not releasing a lot of this satiety hormone
that says, hey, stop eating,
which is why in tons of different studies,
you see people giving equal caloric density diets,
one highly processed and one a whole food diet.
People that are eating the whole foods
will eat less calories because they're more satiated
because there's more nutrients
and people that are the processed.
Do you notice, I mean, when you come back to the States,
you actually notice the difference?
I'm sure you're militant about trying to control
what goes in your body, but at some point, you gotta eat.
And so, do you actually feel that difference?
Everybody I know says, yeah, gosh,
I could about Italy, I have a bowl of pasta
and I have a basket of bread and I actually feel fine.
I lost weight eating pasta and bread and olive oil
and drinking wine in Italy.
Yeah, it's totally like that.
Yeah.
It's so accurate and so many people do that.
Yeah, because you're regular.
Yes, and listen, because Italy is not into health and well,
like I can't go down and get a green juice
down the street or like go,
I miss some of the biohacking wellnessy stuff
that we have here in America because I do love that stuff.
And so when I come here, I like totally go to like,
all the juice places and get all my smoothies
and like, you know, versus having to make it
for myself every day, which by the way is the way of,
you know, I preferred way, but of course it's nice
when you don't have it is like these,
these conveniences of America I miss sometimes
because we live in the world of convenience
and Italy is the opposite of that.
It's like how unconvenient can things be?
I'm not kidding. Really? Yes. Itient can things be? I'm not kidding.
Really?
Yes.
It's just so backwards.
I'm not kidding. It's so the opposite of how we are.
It's actually wild.
Which, by the way, it's amazing because it's why
Italy is Italy, right? It's 100 years back in time.
Yeah.
And so people love to go there to experience that.
But, you know, there's a pros and cons of everything, right?
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Yeah. Um, I want to talk a little bit about some of the projects
you've worked on, the inner alchemy
and your gut healing course,
your online gut healing course.
I think we agree, because we talked about it
before the camera started rolling,
about everything comes back to the gut.
I mean, if you heal the gut, you heal the biome.
And I think only recently has modern medicine even begun
to shine a glimmer of light on how important gut health is.
I mean, it really is only one single cell layer
separating us, our outside world, from our inside world.
I mean, this system that we call the gut,
the colon, the small intestine, the stomach,
all the esophagus, all of these areas
is technically outside of the body.
And so it's as much a barrier to keep things
that shouldn't come in out as it is a gateway
to let the things that should go in in.
And if you think about the sophistication of,
before you even understand any of the physiology,
like this stuff shouldn't come in and this stuff we need to let in.
If we let enough of this in, we're healthy.
If we let some of the things in, we're unhealthy.
And in the connection, not only to our immune system, but to our emotions, to our mood,
you know, to so many different aspects of being optimally healthy.
I believe so many people that are diagnosed
with a mental illness, just throw that category out there,
or mood disorder, actually just have a lack
of mental fitness because of the gut.
So talk a little bit about what led you here
and what inspired you to put this course together
and what does it do?
Yeah, so I agree with everything that you just said.
I, of course, where I started this journey
was my own health problems.
I had so many weird health issues
that I could not figure out what was causing them
from skin problems to chronic bloating
to cystic acne all over my back to like,
just like weird things constipated.
Like I thought being constipated
for like three days was normal, you know?
Like, and it's just, it's just not,
nothing about that is normal.
Super not.
And, you know, I was in,
I was on a quest to figure out how to heal myself naturally.
And I would go through these phases
where I would like get a little better. And then I would go backwards five steps. And then I would get a little better. And then I would go myself naturally. And I would go through these phases where I would like get a little better.
And then I would go backwards five steps.
And then I would get a little better.
Then I would go backwards five steps.
And I went to 11 different doctors, all different types,
medical doctors, holistic doctors,
like all these different types of weird,
you know, Chinese medicine doctors to like organ,
like measuring your organ doctors to like,
I was literally like, I'll do anything
to figure out what is wrong with me and not live in this.
Like I had also chronic like brain fog and memory loss
and so many things that I was like,
I don't understand I'm the healthiest person I know.
Like, how is this possible?
I ate all the right things.
I didn't eat any gluten.
I didn't have any dairy.
I didn't do, I ate, I was literally like,
I work out every day.
I don't understand.
Right. And it wasn't, I don't understand.
And it wasn't until I met actually Dr. Joffrey,
who is my partner in inner alchemy.
And when I met him, we became friends first,
I was actually going to him for like chiropractic
in New York.
I met him through Kelly Ripa.
Oh, wow.
Because he's in Naples.
Yeah, and I was in Naples,
but he was in New York originally.
Oh, he was in New York originally.
Yeah, so he used to live in-
I think the world of him too, by the way.
I use his acid-kicking alcohol.
Yeah, get off your acid, the green minerals.
Yeah, exactly, I use all his stuff too.
His minerals, I take his vitamin D3 every morning.
Yeah.
No, he's amazing.
Yeah, I've been taking his stuff, I think,
for like seven years now when we met.
So when we met in New York,
he was helping me with my scoliosis,
and then that turned into,
he was like all into this, all this other stuff, with gut healing and whatever, and so I was like starting to pick his brain about all of it and asking all these questions, and then that turned into, he was like all into this, all this other stuff,
with gut healing and whatever.
And so I was like starting to pick his brain
about all of it and asking all these questions.
And then he was like, we have to do testing,
let me help you.
And he was the first person that was like,
we should do a GI map and test your gut health.
It sounds like it's a gut problem.
And I was like, cool, I don't know what that means,
but like, that sounds good.
It was like the first time I actually felt like I was,
I got it as something that made sense to me, right?
He like tested my blood, live blood cell analysis.
He like did all this stuff that like
no other doctor I went to did.
They didn't like ask, even the top medical gut specialist
in LA, like I did a colonoscopy and the otheroscopy
and like everyone was like, you're fine.
And I'm like, well, I'm not fine.
So I don't, you know, and yeah, so I did a GI map with him.
He was like, oh girl, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.
I had like everything under the sun for gut,
Candida overgrowth, parasite.
Like all the bad bacteria were like 10 times higher
than the good bacteria.
I had H. pylori.
Like I basically had like the perfect formula of like a very fucked up guy. I had H. Pylori, like I basically had like
the perfect formula of like a very fucked up guy.
Yeah. Yeah.
And so through that, you know,
doing a whole protocol with him.
And at the same time, I also,
so this is why we came together.
So I was doing these protocols and they were helping me,
but I had so much underlying stress
that it was making it go backwards.
And it wasn't until I got my stress under control
and I moved to Italy and like realized all this stuff
spiritually that I actually was able to heal my gut.
So it took me six years to like get to where I actually
was like healed.
And it wasn't because of what Dr. Joffrey was giving me.
It was because I had so much chronic underlying anxiety
that it was wreaking havoc on my gut.
And that's why I couldn't actually fix it.
Yeah, and it was just like the genesis
of serene soul retreats, is that how, okay.
Yeah, so I host retreats, wellness retreats
that happened when I moved to Italy.
It's one of my favorite offerings I've ever done.
We do week retreats with women and it's amazing.
And then now I have a Shane and Serene Circle,
which is an online community
that kind of brings the retreats to everyone
because obviously it's not everyone can come for a week
or can afford a retreat.
So I also launched this platform online
called Shane and Serene Circle,
which is like everything I cover on the retreats
because we do food, relationship with food,
spiritual work, fitness, and then of course,
like enjoy Italy at the same time. Wow, so women come from the states and go to Italy
Yeah, they come from all over the world, but I would say like half of them are from the states
Yeah, how big are these retreats were between 10 to 16 Wow and do they stay at your farmhouse?
So that was trying to get out of
The original plan was for them to stay at my farmhouse, but because everything started to be delayed,
I ended up collaborating with other luxury properties
around Italy.
Yeah, so I've done a couple other properties in Italy,
and then now we're trying to do weekend retreats,
and then I wanna do event day events on my land.
So we wanna do like,
have you, do you know the brand like Outstanding in the Field?
Have you heard of them?
So I wanna do like that on my land.
So huge table long dinners
where people come and do a wellness day.
So we do like a day retreat on my land
so people can actually be in the Olive Grove.
They can like see the land
because so many people are invested in this land.
So I want to give them the opportunity to come.
And even though the house is like TBD what happens,
like I could end up getting them in the future anyway,
but for now like it's just in the loop of whatever,
at least allows them to come and like be in the olive groves
and feel the energy of the land
because the energy of the land is what everyone should feel.
It transformed my life, transformed my life.
Wow.
And so you host these retreats for women.
When you say a day, it's like breakfast, lunch and dinner.
Do you guys hike?
Do you meditate?
Yeah, so we do some sort of,
yeah, it'd be different per event. We'll see, we Do you meditate? Yeah, so we do some sort of, yeah.
It'd be different per event.
We'll see, we haven't done any yet.
We're planning them now for this year.
Okay, cool.
But we wanna do, come like a little bit
in the later afternoon,
we do some sort of physical activity.
So whether it be yoga, hike, Pilates, or whatever.
Then we move into some sort of spiritual work.
So whether it be a sound bath
or meditation practice or whatever, then we move into some sort of spiritual work. So whether it be a sound bath or meditation practice
or whatever, then we do a long table dinner
and then we wanna do a after party with a DJ.
So it's like a summer vibe.
That's so cool.
Yeah, that's so amazing.
So you're on this journey with Dr. Joffrey
who's technically working on your God.
When I say technically, like he's a technician, right?
Yes.
He's like the specter is low, overgrowth with the SIBO, H. pylori.
So we're addressing all of these issues.
And he has an amazing protocol.
I actually did a challenge with him
and it was one of the most successful challenges
I've ever had.
We had 30, I don't know, 5,000, 37,000 people online.
And it was amazing.
And I also find him, which I think is important
in a practitioner, just very intentional and very caring.
Like when he engages you,
you feel like you're his only client.
And we used his greens, and then we put together
different recipes with like fermented veggies and everything.
So you're on this protocol,
and then what did the spiritual journey work
look like for you?
Oh man, yeah.
Started with like journaling,
and if you don't wanna talk about it.
No, no, no, I'm happy to share.
Because I feel like a lot of people
are spiritually devoid.
And when I say spiritually devoid,
it's not that you don't believe in Allah,
or you don't believe in Jesus, or you don't believe in Allah or you don't
believe in Jesus or you don't, it's like you don't have a calling other than your job. You really
don't identify with the purpose. You know, interestingly, when you look at the blue zones,
I talk about this a lot, there wasn't continuity that ran between diets. The only thing that were
between diets, the only thing that were not exceptions
were mobility until later in life, basically exercise. And it wasn't like intended, you know,
these centenarians were not doing hits cardio.
Oh, they were walking.
Yeah, walking.
Gardening.
Yeah, gardening, exactly.
Swimming.
But when they garden, got down on their knees,
squatted, you know, biting it, stood up,
carried a bucket. Chopped wood, carried a bucket.
Yeah, exactly.
Like a sack of potatoes.
Exactly.
But the other was a sense of community and purpose.
And is that sort of what you're getting at?
Yeah.
Oh, okay.
Like what's my purpose?
Yes.
So in my own journey of diving into spirituality,
I realized that all the things that we want in life,
like empowerment or setting boundaries with others and attracting abundance and having our dream job and attracting the right partner, all of these things in order to get the real version of what you dream of, you have to do the inner work and understand your inner world. Because if you don't understand your inner world, you have no idea why you're attracting different things
into your life or why you're not attracting different things
into your life.
And the only way you can figure that out
is if you start to have a better relationship
with the soul within yourself.
And through my own journey,
I realized how completely disconnected,
I thought I was like, I was an intuitive person.
I was like always into health and wellness.
I was always, you know, I loved crystals.
And like, this was like the surface level
of actually getting into the inner work of myself
and understanding where all of my triggers came from
and how I actually was a very reactive person in life
and would react to small shit that didn't matter, right?
Or get angry or annoyed,
or like even if I didn't snap at someone else,
it was like my internal world was reactive, no?
And it wasn't until I was like, oh my God,
like I don't have to live in reactivity.
I can actually live in peace.
And the only way that I can do that is by figuring out
where it comes from and why I would become reactive
over something that like essentially doesn't matter.
And even if it is something that would upset you
as a human being, it doesn't mean that you get to choose
how it affects your wellbeing.
And on my anxiety journey, that was the missing link
is that I was letting everything affect me
at such a deep level because I was so used to being
in survival mode and like a warrior, you know, chick and just like,
bah, ready to like fight a war, you know?
Yeah, yeah, yeah.
That everything hit me like it was the worst case scenario,
even if it wasn't.
So obviously I was attracting different things into my life.
Like I've been through so many crazy things
and it was because my energy was waiting
for the worst case scenario
because that's what I was used to since I was a kid.
And even though I've had so much good in my life,
it all came with some depilitating challenge to get over.
And it was, I literally was like, what is this?
And why, like it can't just be like, because, you know,
because I, you know, it's a hundred percent something
inside myself.
So what I love about spiritual work is that
just asking journaling is like, people laugh at journaling,
but like it's one of the main starting points
of being able to ask yourself questions
because we don't ask ourselves enough,
how do you feel today?
People don't actually ask themselves that.
And like, how is your internal world?
Like is something off?
Like what emotion do you feel?
Did that like, people are so reactive
and move forward in life so fast that they actually forget the connectivity with themselves.
And our phones don't help because then we're looking for instant gratification through social media versus like having you know these it's like dopamine hits right?
It's like we're looking for every dopamine hit we can find in society whether it be friends, buying something, Instagram, whatever. And instead of like finding the happiness and the light,
the like joy that we have,
the happiness that we're supposed to have,
the abundance that we're supposed to have
in our energy every day.
Because then those dopamine things aren't necessary
because you're just embodying the energy
of all those things with you all the time.
But in order to achieve that,
you have to dig deep within yourself and your inner world and figure out what parts of yourself you don the time. But in order to achieve that, you have to dig deep within yourself and your inner world
and figure out what parts of yourself you don't understand.
And we're so, as we discussed before on this podcast,
people are so disconnected from themselves,
they're disconnected from the others,
they're disconnected from so many things
because we're going into this virtual world
of like everything is a different reality
than the present moment
then from nature, then from,
it's crazy when you think about it.
And we can't escape AI, right?
We can't escape this technology and like,
it's great, we have a lot of it and it's amazing.
Like I love using some certain things for business.
I think it's amazing.
But we have to find the balance between the inner work,
the connectivity to nature, the caring about, you know, planet earth and the food we balance between the inner work, the connectivity to nature,
the caring about planet earth and the food we eat
and the wholesome ingredients that we have
and caring about sourcing
and building a relationship with food again
and ourselves as well as,
if you wanna dabble in that stuff
or if you live in a city, like you can have both,
but you have to care about yourself
and what you put in your body and your inner world
and like going deep.
And yes, meditation is a really good way to do that.
And yes, journaling is a good way to do that.
I worked with many healers in my past
to help me understand things better.
Now I'm in a place where I feel I don't need that.
And healers are amazing
because they do help you like transform different energy.
But at the end of the day, it's you that transform it.
It's never the healer.
So people should never look to healers
as if they have some sort of like, it's you that you choose.
It's you that you transform yourself.
They are just a guide to help you through that process.
And I love, and don't get me wrong,
like I've worked with some amazing healers.
I bring them on my retreats to work with the retreat members
when they need like an extra up and feel comfort
and like transform energy within themselves.
But yeah, it's it's really coming back to where we used to be and how we used to live before all of this modern day world.
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Yeah, you know, it's funny when you go to Europe sometimes,
you walk down these streets
and there's tables spilled out onto the sidewalk
and there's families at midnight that are still eating. They're done eating,
but they're just sitting around and they're enjoying that time and there's kids running
around and the kid gets on the uncle's lap and runs around and then gets on the mom's
lap and it's like there's that interconnectivity around food and you know and I also remember
years ago, it's going back into the early 2000s,
being super frustrated because in August,
when the Europeans take August off, they take August off.
Everyone is off.
No one works.
There could be a closing on a real estate project
and you're like, oh, we're signing it tomorrow.
Oh, my vacation starts tomorrow.
Well, that's fine, just sign it on vacation.
Nope.
And they unplug for a month.
And they take it very seriously.
Like don't go to a city in the summer in Europe
because no one's working.
No one will wait on you.
It's like.
No one's working.
I think there's like a kind of a really interesting beauty.
Like the more my life has grown and expanded
and even socioeconomically becoming more successful,
because that's how society judges it,
I can't wait to reconnect back to the basics.
We have this little like ultra not fancy log house
in Colorado, I talk about it all the time.
It's like my favorite place on earth.
We went there in the middle of the winter
and it was the first time we went in the dead of winter,
which kind of reminds me of your trip to Italy
because I was like, what the hell did we do?
This seems so cool on Instagram.
And then we had to take a snowcat up there
and when the contractor left,
I realized we were legitimately stuck there
and there's no electricity, there's no running water
and there's no heat and it was 15 degrees there. And there's no electricity, there's no running water, and there's no heat, and it was 15 degrees,
and the temperature was dropping.
Firewood, we need fire.
Had to dig down for firewood and put it in there,
and then you walk over to wash your hands,
the sink doesn't work, you're like,
oh, I'll just take a shower.
Oh, you can't take a shower.
I mean, maybe I'll just boil some water.
We got snow and boiled the snow.
But it was just something super magical about it.
It's funny, because one of my wife and I woke up,
and it had gotten so, I had started a fire,
so the whole cabin warmed up.
And then we went to bed and piled under the covers.
Well, of course, the fire goes out every night.
So you woke up freezing.
So it's like 5.30 in the morning.
It's like 15 degrees in the cabin.
And she's like, why don't you get up and start a fire?
I go, why don't you get up and start a fire?
I was like, somebody's dead out here.
It's every man for himself.
But it was, no, it's just amazing.
And sometimes those connections,
and I love the fact that you're doing this for women
because another common theme,
and a sad fact about autoimmune disease
is that the majority of it is in women.
About 82% of all autoimmune disease affects women.
And I think it has a lot to do with the journey that you were on.
I mean, here you are a model and you're living in LA and you're gluten-free and you're dairy-free
and you're probably running in the right circles and you eat really clean.
And things are just all wrong. It's really the getting back to the basics that-
That healed me.
Yeah, that healed you.
And I mean, going back to inner alchemy
and kind of why Dr. Joffrey and I decided to partner
is because it's important for people
in their God health journey to have a scientific person
like Dr. Joffrey, a real doctor who's going to explain,
why things are the way that they had,
all the technical things.
And he's like insanely passionate about the amount of,
like what supplements you should be taking and, you know,
all this stuff.
And so that is so important as part of the journey,
but he also understands from his own world.
And also from my journey is that the, of course,
he really, he touches a lot on the food.
He's a very healthy guy and, you know,
he's extremely healthy. I do the whole chef portion of it.
So we have like a whole cooking segment
where I teach you like the basics in the kitchen
and how to make a bone broth.
And like, we talk about the gut balancing plate.
So like everything that you should,
how your plates should basically be, you know,
organized when you're thinking about food.
I also have, we have a huge section
about stress management and how to unpack trauma
and stress and different tools
that you have in your life and going back to the basics of grounding your
feet in the grass and getting sun in your face in the morning and actually
having peace and learning what joy is again. Like I was living life so much
without knowing what actually brought me joy in life. Now I do
ceramics like on my you know downtime. And when you're an entrepreneur too,
I was like, I'm not working enough.
What more can I do?
And then I realized like, Shayna, when you do that,
it actually depletes your energy field and you get drained
and then nothing attracts to you versus having boundaries
with your team and your job and everything
and being efficient in what you do
and then spending time doing things that bring you joy.
And Italy really taught me that
because they don't overwork at all
and have so much balance in what they do.
And so I started, you start to be like,
oh, this is actually okay to live like this.
And it's when you're not in this rat race of feeling bad
because everyone else is in the rat race
and you remove yourself from it,
you're like, holy crap, like, okay,
now I understand the balance
of what life is supposed to be like.
So now I've been able to find that balance.
I'm not saying you have to move to Italy
to find that balance.
You can do it anywhere, right?
But so yeah, Interalchemy is basically,
it's a very extensive 13 module online program
that covers all of these topics.
That now we just actually,
we're about to break it up into three different phases
because it's so much information.
We realized that it would be better
if we broke it up into phases
and also makes it a little bit more affordable
for people who don't wanna buy it all at once.
So we're doing three different phases now.
And yeah, within those phases,
we cover lifestyle choices, supplementation, diets,
chef school, the science behind gut health,
all the different gut-related,
most chronic symptoms that people have.
So whether it be Lyme disease, autoimmune disease,
brain fog, depression, SIBO.
Wow.
Basically, we cover all those things, yeah.
So what's a basic daily ritual for you look like?
I mean, I know that you're a big believer
that you need to have rituals, right?
What does that look like for you if you're in Italy
or when you're here, because you're traveling?
So how are you maintaining this on the road?
What are some of your non-negotiables?
I have a few.
So my morning ritual is the key to everything for me.
How I start my day is the most important thing
and helps me embody the energy
of which I carry out for the entire day.
And when I start it stressed or rushed or not grounded
or not listening to some sort of spiritual wisdom
or whatever, like I really feel a difference
in how I deal with things, how my anxiety comes back
and just how like neurotic I feel.
So my non-negotiables are,
I don't care how early I have to wake up.
I like to have two hours before I have to do
any sort of work.
So it used to start with five minutes
and then it turned into 10 minutes
and then it turned into 30 minutes
and then now it's two hours.
And you say starting work before you get on your phone.
Before I touch my phone, before I look at emails.
So I'll touch my phone because I typically listen
to some sort of spiritual wisdom in the morning
for 30 minutes.
It's how I like to start my day.
So I wake up, I have my bone broth, I have my olive oil lemon shot. I literally travel with my olive
oil because I like need to have it every day. You're welcome. I have my matcha instead of coffee.
It's actually how I started my first branch in this kitchen was I created a matcha brand because
it helped me so much with my anxiety to switch from coffee to matcha. Wow.
And got really passionate about finding the best quality.
We also sent you some matcha too to try.
Oh, awesome.
And so I got obsessed with finding the best tasting
quality matcha you could find on the market.
And so then when I found it for myself,
I ended up creating a brand.
That's actually how I started being an entrepreneur
was through selling matcha.
And I called it, I call it morning ritual matcha
because it was a huge part of creating my morning ritual
because I used to make my matcha and then sit with my matcha
and that's when I would journal and meditate
and it was part of my like ritual.
So in the morning, I always ground.
So even this morning, I mean, Miami is a great place
because you can walk to the beach.
So my grounding was out to the beach
and I woke up at 5 a.m. because I wanted to work out at 8.30.
So I have my time. So.m. because I wanted to work out at 8.30. So I wanted to have my time.
So I always meditate, I always journal,
I always do gratitude.
Instead of thinking about the negatives,
it's really easy to wake up and think about
all the things you need to do and get stressed about it.
But instead, I always try to think of all the things
that I'm really, really excited for and grateful in my life,
which obviously helps set up my day
in a sense of gratitude versus lack or stress.
And then I always listen to 30 minutes
of some sort of spiritual wisdom.
So right now I've been really into Kabbalah.
And so I've been listening to a lot of spiritual practice
related to that, just to like something new
to educate myself on.
And is this like a guided meditation
or is it just verbiage?
Verbiage.
Okay.
Yeah, meditations, I used to do a lot of guided
in the beginning.
Now I do meditation on my own, like in my own guided head.
I think a lot of people like me find it really hard.
I mean, I think there's so many thoughts
that start to creep in.
When you start to quiet the mind, it sort of wakes up.
And all the things that didn't get attention
are now vying for attention.
Meditation is a learned practice too.
I mean, it's like anything, it's like building muscles.
I mean, you have to consistently work at it
for them to grow.
And I am committed to learning how to meditate,
mainly because some of the people I look up to
and respect the most meditate regularly.
And I've never met somebody ever that has committed
to truly learning how to meditate,
that's done so, that's regretted it.
Yeah, not one person.
Not one person.
And I know hundreds of people,
and every one of them will say it was life-changing.
And these are a lot of the folks that socioeconomically,
you would really say, okay, they're at the pinnacle of success
and they'll tell you that meditation is one of those things.
So I'm definitely still committed to doing that.
Yeah, you should.
I mean, the biggest misconception about meditation,
I think, is that you think you're supposed
to think about nothing.
But the reality is it's actually the opposite.
Yes, of course, you're not supposed to think
about your anxieties and your stressors,
but the amount of downloads and information
that I get about my business or about something
that I should do or about a friend is always in meditation.
So you have to learn how to,
of course, like go into your inner world,
which can be a scary place for most people.
But once you're able to tap in and release yourself
from like all these like needs of things you need to do
that are over here and tap into this like
soul calling of information of peace and tranquility
and like all the things
that you wanna think about from this side,
that's where the meditation is actually like the sweet spot.
Because yes, whenever breathing practices
are amazing way to meditate,
guided meditations of course are amazing
because visualizations allow you to be distracted enough
to go into a different world,
which is also your inner world.
And people think that like visualizations,
like I thought I was, I couldn't visualize anything
when I first got started.
I was like, it's impossible for me to visualize anything.
Like, what do you mean?
Now I can, like, it's insane what I can visualize.
And it's not about being able to see a clear picture.
It's not, that's not what meditation is.
It's being able to understand the essence
of what you're trying to visualize and like be able to be in that essence of it.
So maybe you don't necessarily see the details
of a falling rainfall or like a falling waterfall,
but you can like get the essence
of if you were standing in front of one
and like in that moment with the waterfall
and the energy of which the water is giving you.
And that's where you kind of wanna like,
drop into that place because that's what actually, you know,
gets your body to drop into relaxation
and you get the mental break.
And when those thoughts come in,
you just say, thank you so much,
but like, I'm not doing that right now.
And like, go back to, you know, it's just like,
thank you so much, but like, that's not what I'm doing.
And it happens to me.
Yeah, it happens to me still to this day, you know,
sometimes I'll like think of something that's stressful and I'm like. And it happens to me. Thank you so much, me. Yeah, it happens to me still to this day. Sometimes I'll think of something that's stressful
and I'm like, right now is not the time.
So I'll think about that later
and put it over there in the box.
Yeah, it's so good.
I struggled with it so much.
Years ago, I started doing CrossFit.
And what was amazing for me is after every CrossFit workout,
I felt so amazing, not like muscle body-wise, but just mentally,
like any kind of intense exercise,
it can be anything, it's cardio,
just weight training or yoga.
But when you're done, you haven't,
for at least a period of time,
thought about anything other than that.
Like if you've ever done CrossFit workouts,
you don't think about anything
but just trying not to die.
If you don't wanna quit at some point during the workout,
you're not doing it right.
But then afterwards, there's this eerily meditative state
that you're in where you're just clear
and you're cognizant and you're awake.
I actually crave that post-exercise window,
like a rat to cheese, kind of like cold plunging for me.
It's like one of my drugs of choice.
That's one of the things that's non-negotiable for me.
And I'm not a crazy workout person,
but I exercise every day because when I'm done,
it's like my transition into the day
and I'm like just super aware and awake.
And I think I'm gonna add,
you're gonna be the one that's gonna get me
to add meditation, so.
Yeah, 100 million percent.
I mean, you'll be able to get something just as good.
It'll be different, but it'll be very similar to that
when you're able to like really embody meditation
in your life.
It'll be the same thing.
It's like for me, I need it every single day,
even if it's for five minutes.
Like it's essential because I know how much it grounds me
in my wellbeing and like gives me certainty in my day
and like relieves me from the crazy, you know,
spiral of the trauma, you know, the stress loop,
the fear loop that we all can get ourselves into, right?
And it's not about, you know, running away from it or trying to control it.
It's about like understanding it and giving yourself the tools
and learning the tools that you can use to get yourself out of it
and back into the present moment.
Because the fear loop and anxiety loop comes from the future.
It doesn't come from the present.
So if you can bring yourself back into the present,
and that's what meditation is, is in the present moment.
It's you're just present and nothing else.
That's when you can really release
and let go of the stress and anxiety of the world
that we have on a daily basis.
Shaina, amazing.
We're gonna go into my VIP community now.
These are like my VIP community is like the community
that I'm really trying to build
to really kind of change the world
Really pouring myself into educating and trying to inspire them to build an army of people that are doing a lot of what you're doing So before every podcast we let the VIP community know who's coming on so they have they have some questions for you
So we'll go into that room in a second. But before we do where can my audience find you?
Yes, so you can find me and everything I do on social media,
which is my full name, Shana Therese Taylor.
Mm-hmm.
Also.
S-H-A-Y-N-A.
S-H-A-Y-N-A, yes.
And then of course, you can find all my offerings
that I have like olive oil, matcha,
and retreats on shanaskitchen.com.
And it's amazing, by the way,
I will link all of this stuff in the show notes
for you guys, and we always wind the podcast down
by asking every guest the same question.
OK. What does it mean to you to be an ultimate human?
What does it mean to me to be an ultimate human?
I feel like my whole body just relaxed when you asked me that.
I saw that. Did you see that?
Yeah, I saw. I literally saw that.
The answer is to be fully grounded and present in the current moment and like really
happy and in certainty because I feel like when you asked me that question, it like it
actually grounded my energy.
I literally did see that.
Did you see that?
I did.
I was glad you brought it up.
I felt it.
So yeah, I mean, I would say being somebody that suffered a lot from underlying anxiety
and being completely ungrounded.
I mean, I remember I went to this Irish psychic reader
and he literally told me I was like cut in half
through like, he's like spiritually,
you're like cut in half.
And to the world, you look like a swan,
but underneath you're like this.
Yeah.
And I, when he said it to me, I was like, yeah, that's basically how I feel.
And so learning how to not live like that, and being in the place that I am right now
in my life, and knowing what it's like to be grounded and knowing what it's like to
be happy and of joy and love what I do and remove the fear loop from my life is I think what it
means to be an ultimate human.
That was amazing.
Well, thank you for being on the podcast today.
We're going to follow your journey.
Excited about your partnership with Dr. Joffrey.
He's a good friend.
He's a great practitioner.
He's healed a lot of my community and they know him very, very well.
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