The Ultimate Human with Gary Brecka - 223. Leana Deeb: On Faith, Fitness, and Finding Purpose
Episode Date: December 2, 2025The fitness industry tells women that the more skin they show, the more they’ll grow; but what happens when a 24-year-old influencer proves that philosophy wrong? Leana Deeb shares her radical decis...ion to transition from revealing fitness content to becoming GymShark’s first modest fitness ambassador. This raw conversation also opens up about chasing external validation and why women don’t feel safe in their own bodies, connecting the dots between constant appearance anxiety and physiological stress responses. CLICK HERE TO BECOME GARYS VIP!: https://bit.ly/4hMNdgg Download the “Uplift You“ app here: https://bit.ly/4irZ6ZW Connect with Leana Deeb Website: https://bit.ly/48cBchK YouTube: https://bit.ly/4ajGlG4 Instagram: https://bit.ly/48AaO0i TikTok: https://bit.ly/4plsFP Facebook: https://bit.ly/4pM5UnP LinkedIn: https://bit.ly/48HyfWu Thank you to our partners H2TABS: “ULTIMATE10” FOR 10% OFF: https://bit.ly/4hMNdgg BODYHEALTH: “ULTIMATE20” FOR 20% OFF: http://bit.ly/4e5IjsV BAJA GOLD: "ULTIMATE10" FOR 10% OFF: https://bit.ly/3WSBqUa COLD LIFE: THE ULTIMATE HUMAN PLUNGE: https://bit.ly/4eULUKp WHOOP: JOIN AND GET 1 FREE MONTH!: https://bit.ly/3VQ0nzW AION: “ULTIMATE10” FOR 10% OFF: https://bit.ly/4h6KHAD A-GAME: “ULTIMATE15” FOR 15% OFF: http://bit.ly/4kek1ij PEPTUAL: “TUH10” FOR 10% OFF: https://bit.ly/4mKxgcn CARAWAY: “ULTIMATE” FOR 10% OFF: https://bit.ly/3Q1VmkC HEALF: 10% OFF YOUR ORDER: https://bit.ly/41HJg6S RHO NUTRITION: “ULTIMATE15” FOR 15% OFF: https://bit.ly/44fFza0 GOPUFF: GET YOUR FAVORITE SNACK!: https://bit.ly/4obIFDC GENETIC METHYLATION TEST (UK ONLY): https://bit.ly/48QJJrk GENETIC TEST (USA ONLY): https://bit.ly/3Yg1Uk9 Watch the “Ultimate Human Podcast” every Tuesday & Thursday at 9AM EST: YouTube: https://bit.ly/3RPQYX8 Podcasts: https://bit.ly/3RQftU0 Connect with Gary Brecka Instagram: https://bit.ly/3RPpnFs TikTok: https://bit.ly/4coJ8fo X: https://bit.ly/3Opc8tf Facebook: https://bit.ly/464VA1H LinkedIn: https://bit.ly/4hH7Ri2 Website: https://bit.ly/4eLDbdU Merch: https://bit.ly/4aBpOM1 Newsletter: https://bit.ly/47ejrws Ask Gary: https://bit.ly/3PEAJuG Timestamps 00:00 Intro of Show 03:35 Leana Deeb’s Health Journey 08:27 Understanding God’s Divine Purpose 14:25 Impact of Faith, Connection, and Community 18:10 Core Pillars of Islam 25:33 Stop Searching for External Validation 31:54 Typical Day for Leana Deeb 36:26 The Uplift You Community 40:59 Material Success Does Not Equate to Actual Success 42:37 Supplementation and Daily Routines 48:56 Intention of Journaling and Practicing Gratitude 53:48 Discipline vs. Motivation 1:05:32 Psychological Cost of Not Living Authentically 1:08:04 What does it mean to you to be an Ultimate Human? The Ultimate Human with Gary Brecka Podcast is for general informational purposes only and does not constitute the practice of medicine, nursing or other professional health care services, including the giving of medical advice, and no doctor/patient relationship is formed. The use of information on this podcast or materials linked from this podcast is at the user’s own risk. The Content of this podcast is not intended to be a substitute for professional medical advice, diagnosis, or treatment. Users should not disregard or delay in obtaining medical advice for any medical condition they may have and should seek the assistance of their health care professionals for any such conditions. Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices
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Throughout all the times where I was experiencing the most success, I felt the most emptiest.
It felt like I had everything in the world materialistically.
But deep down, I guess I just wanted to feel whole from within.
You had some success as a fitness influencer, but a lot of that was you were actually trying to fit this stereotypical mold of the female physique.
And one of the things you did, you took a successful level of impact and you just deleted it all.
It completely started over.
One thing that I really feel like my audience has stuck by me is because I've consistently been vulnerable and constantly being authentic and telling them the things that I go through rather than just showing the high moments of my life all the time.
My vlogs truly help people create better habits, clean eating, journaling, meditation or prayer.
The fact that your faith gives you a connection and a community and that you share that openly, because there's something to be said for waking up every morning and submitting before.
a higher power.
I always think to myself, do I have food?
Do I have a roof over my head?
Do I have a family that loves me?
Then you have everything in life.
If you could just speak to the women about some of the ways that they could, on their own,
find this true level of connection with themselves.
So I personally like to start off with...
Hey, guys, welcome back to the Ultimate Human Podcast.
I'm your host, human biologist, Gary Brecker, where we go down the road of everything,
anti-aging, biohacking, longevity, and everything in between.
And today, we're coming to you from the Middle East, from Dubai, United Arab Emirates.
We are so excited to be here.
I've met so many fascinating, impactful people.
And today's guest is no stranger to impact and no stranger to.
building, an incredible community.
I am so excited to run this podcast with you.
Welcome to the podcast, Leanne Adeep.
Thank you so much for having me here.
You're welcome.
You're like, I am leaning in.
You're welcome.
It'll pick up.
You know, there's a theme that runs through my podcast guests.
And it's interesting.
When I started the podcast, I wanted to just talk to like the leading MDs and PhDs and
biohackers.
and research in the wellness space and the functional medicine and longevity space.
And what I started to realize was the people that were creating the biggest impact
that had the most purpose and that were the most driven weren't necessarily the most credentialed,
right?
At least on paper, right?
They weren't their most credential.
A lot of them don't have PhD, MD behind their name.
But they've really shifted the needle for humanity.
and you fit that narrative so well, you know, I think your story is fascinating, but the common
theme for all of them was that they solved some problem in their life. And in solving this problem,
they became one of the most impactful people in that arena. Sometimes it was a drug and alcohol
addiction. Sometimes it was a relationship issue. Sometimes it was something like Lyme disease and then they
couldn't figure it out. And then they solved it. And now they're like the most powerful soccer
mom in the world because they're really helping people heal. Tell us a little bit about your story
and what was the problem that you solved. Yeah. So I guess it started from when I was younger.
I'm still pretty young. Yeah. I guess, yeah, 24. I'm 55. So take it easy.
You don't look 20, 55.
So I guess, like you mentioned, not always feeling the most credentialed in everything, not being the most, yeah, I wasn't.
And I guess I wanted to just lean into something that gave me more drive, which was fitness.
I played college soccer going up, but then I ended up dropping out of college and making some bad decisions in my life.
And that led me to the gym, which then gave me discipline, gave me drive, gave me ambition.
and I wanted to communicate that to millions of people.
And it started off by just posting one piece of content in 2021.
And I was just-
This is right out of the pandemic.
So, okay.
Yeah.
So it was right before the pandemic happened.
Okay.
And then throughout COVID, I was posting workouts.
And I guess everyone was on their phones at the time.
And that's kind of when social media blew up even more.
And so just started spreading the message of,
practicing healthy habits like fitness, mindset, and that kind of led me into two years of doing
that, feeling a bit isolated, purposeless. Even though I had purpose of creating fitness content
and inspiring millions of people to move their bodies and take care of themselves, it was purely
focused on aesthetics and how our bodies looked rather than training for our overall well-being
and our minds.
And then that turned into finding a higher power in my life,
kind of transitioning into practicing faith
and still doing fitness, but now fully covered.
And I guess that helped me find a deeper purpose
of helping people find a higher power,
helping people move their bodies for the right reasons,
not only, of course, training for the way that you look is amazing,
but also to train truly just for the way that you feel
and for longevity, which is what you go on a lot about, yeah.
So, yeah, I guess that's kind of how everything started.
Yeah, you know, interestingly, you know, you're Palestinian and Uruguayan, right?
Which is a really kind of an interesting combination.
And, you know, if I'm, you're going to recall your story correctly, you know, you, so you have this mixed heritage growing up.
You weren't particularly committed to your faith.
You know, you had some success as a fitness influencer, but a lot of that was, you know, you're bearing your skin.
You were actually trying to fit the stereotypical mold of, you know, the female physique and the female, you know, facial features and, you know, trying to actually answer what society would normally say is the highest, you know, achievement of woman.
could have. And then something must have been missing in your life because you didn't have
this foundation of faith initially. You found this foundation. And that's when your success
really exploded. I mean, the level of success that you had it then versus the adoption of your
message now is night and day. And that's what I want to dig into for people,
because to me, that is very, that was very brave.
And it's also very risky, you know.
I mean, there had to be a lot of fear around this transition.
And one of the things you did I found really fascinating was you took a successful business and, you know, a successful level of impact.
And you just deleted it all.
Yeah.
Right.
And it completely started over.
So I want you to talk about like what gave you the impetus to do that?
How did you know that I'm going to completely scrap what I've already built, which, by the way,
it was not unsuccessful.
It was you had traction and start over again.
And now looking back, you can always say, oh, that was a great idea.
But at that time, it had to be very, very fearful, especially for a woman, because you're
going to leave the comfort zone of saying, I already know what society's asking for.
I'm just going to give them what they're asking for.
and then say, you know what, I mean, I'm going to give them the most authentic version of myself.
Yeah.
And I think that realism and authenticity and intentionality is really fascinating.
So you dig into like, where did you get the intestal fortitude to do that?
First, thank you.
And so I guess taking it back to that.
So I was so afraid of losing the millions of followers and the millions of likes and the
partnerships that I built with the brands, they all invested into this girl who was showing her
body. And so I guess throughout all the times where I was experiencing the most success, I felt
the most emptiest. I wasn't close to family at the time. I had friends, but slowly the more
that I was focused on my career, the less of the friends that I had. So I just felt very alone and
empty. I did have my team around me, but I, I had a conversation with my manager and he spoke about
giving charity, like all the success that I was, I was getting that I needed to give back because
I was very, I mean, 20, 21, 22 years old, you don't know what to do with all the money that
you're earning. And so all I was doing was shopping, not managing it well. And so as soon as I started
giving in charity, I then started realizing the creator continues to give to me.
Yes, I'm posting and I'm working hard, but where is all the success coming from?
And so I felt the need to just like look into every single faith.
And I grew up in a background where my mom was a Catholic revert.
So she converted to Islam when she married my dad.
But I kind of had differences of opinions with the religion of Islam because of culture
and the way that culture kind of represents Islam and not really the religion.
So I started just looking into the meaning of believing in a higher power, giving back.
having habits that are healthier in terms of who you surround yourself with,
addictions, different kinds of things, sleeping on time, waking up early in the morning,
being a good person, lowering the ego, and it was just all these things.
And so I kind of just knew that if I wanted to make a commitment to God,
I needed to follow the faith that I was practicing, which is Islam.
And so I didn't want to pick and choose the things that I was.
I needed to follow. So I knew, okay, if I am committed to this relationship with God and to the
meaning of what modesty and being a spiritual person was, it meant taking that next step of
covering. And I knew that if I, if I stay true to who I am, then nothing is going to go
wrong. And that's when I just removed everything. I notified, well, to be honest, I think that
I'm sure your brand partners were like, hey, slow down.
My team was a bit scared.
They're like, okay, let's take it one pace at a time.
But I'm a very impulsive person.
So I kind of just was like, no, I need to do this right now.
Otherwise, I'm never going to do it.
It was just a continuous thing of like maybe in a couple months.
Like maybe it like, yeah, pushing it back, pushing it back.
And so then I was like, no, I'm going to do it right now, ripped a bandaid off,
completely deleted everything and told my community.
They were very supportive.
Of course, there was another side that was.
like, what are you doing, like, are talking about oppression, everything. And that's when I started
to educate my audience as to my reason why. And I also took them along the journey, which is
one thing that I really feel like my audience has stuck by me is because I've consistently been
vulnerable and constantly being authentic and telling them the things that I go through rather
than just showing the high moments of my life all the time. Yeah. And so, yeah, I just, I guess I got
the courage from, from God, just truly trusting that every single one of us,
has a divine purpose here on life.
And yeah, so it was, you know, during that era,
I mean, there's, there's sort of an unknown or an unspoken saying that I've heard a
lot of times in the media space around women, it's like, the more you show, the more you
grow for, for women that are trying to be fitness influencers.
You took the polar opposite, you know, like the less you show, the more you grow.
And I think that, you know, that, you know, that,
Not only was that a really bold move, what's interesting is the data is actually backs you of
because, you know, I talk about Blue Zone studies all the time and I talk about, you know,
what really has an impact on people's health and well-being.
You know, we have a lifespan, but we also have a health span, right?
Like how many healthy, happy years are we going to have?
And some of the non-exchangeables in living a long, healthy, happy life are a sense of community
and purpose, faith, whole food diet, movement.
And, you know, you're all about movement, faith.
I'm sure you're also about, you know, eating healthy,
but that connection and that community.
And I think what's fascinating is when you take this level of risk for the community
that you build, you're probably hoping that you would at least be able to restore
the same community that you had.
now it's 10 times the size, right?
And I want to drill into that because that authenticity and communication is what people
are so they're starving for.
Like we are missing real connection.
We're missing community, right?
Human beings are meant to do what we're doing right now.
I actually sit down, have a conversation, like get to know each other.
And when everything is built around the more you show, the more you grow,
um there's no commonality there right um so how much has that connection and community meant to you
and you're very also very authentic about sharing your your faith how does um faith play into your
daily life and how is it played into the growth of your brand yeah so i to answer the first part i i i guess um
the community aspect, I noticed a difference from before it was purely people telling me like
your body is amazing and you inspire me to have a body like this. And now it's-
Yeah, I want those abs. I want that. Yeah. And so now it's more of like, I want to be better
for myself, my mind. I want to connect with my faith. And it's women of all different backgrounds
and different faith. And that's what I love as well is the way that I share faith is trying to speak
about it in a universal way because I have so many Christians, Jewish people following me.
And I think that faith has, because I have five daily prayers in Islam, you wake up in the
morning before the sun comes up, you go to sleep, not too late. It's teached me a different
kind of discipline. And also practicing things like Ramadan. I know you speak a lot about fasting,
what fasting does for your health and not always eating until you're full and the clarity that you
have in your mind, all of these things. And so I believe that faith and being healthy and
eating clean, it's just, it's just a way of life. And it's, it's together. And so faith and
fitness, it's just been, it's been one thing. And communicating that to my audience has also been
able to give them more purpose and, and find their purpose. I think that when you, when you believe
in a higher power, not even just be so religious, when you believe in a higher power and have a sense
of belief in something, you also have more drive.
And nowadays, I don't know if you see like Gen Z is turning a lot towards finding
faith.
I love this.
It's like, you know, I feel like a lot of times in society, the pendulum sometimes swings
too far.
Yeah.
And very often it's a good thing because it wakes people up a little bit.
Like, you know, the pandemic, you know, the worst thing in my opinion from a physiology standpoint,
I'm a human biologist that we did was social social distancing.
residential quarantining, masking, you know, because what we did was we disconnected people.
And we know from, I was a mortality researcher, excuse me, for years, and we knew that if you
wanted to cut a human being's life expectancy in half, and I mean in half, at any age, you put them in
isolation. And we think of isolation as being alone, right? I'm not talking about maximum
security prison and you're in a cell. I mean, isolation, the absence of connection and the
absence of community. And the fact that your faith gives you a connection and a community
and that you share that openly, I would say that's a large part of the reason why you are so
successful at drawing people in from other phase. Because there's something to be said for
waking up every morning and submitting and being humble before a higher power.
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For those people that are not really familiar with Islam,
and there's a lot of connotations around Islam,
positive and negative.
You know, I want to share a personal story in a minute,
but talk about what are the foundations of the religion?
Why did you, at such an adult point in your life,
choose Islam and what is it given back to you yeah so i guess the core pillars of Islam is
there is bramadan practicing fasting i'm all in on that prayers yeah there is hudge which is
more like it's kind of like submitting and doing the you go once a year or two or not once
You go once in a lifetime to Mecca, and then there is Zacat, which is charity.
And what is the last one?
I can't think of the last one.
But it's maybe family.
It might be family.
Something.
But I would say that, yeah, Islam is, what drew me into Islam was, I would say, charity,
Zikat.
That was the first thing.
Yeah, because you were already doing that.
Yeah.
So that was the main thing that drew me.
into it. And then I kind of had to, because I was, I grew up in that faith, which I wasn't really
practicing. My mom doesn't cover. My dad was always working. So I didn't get taught the religion. I kind of
just remember always telling myself I'll never wear the hijab or because we would practice
Eid and we would go like once a year. But that's all you do. You don't really like practice
the religion otherwise. Sure. And so I kind of was like, since I was familiar growing up in this
religion. Let me just learn a little bit about it. So I started like dissecting the teachings of
the Quran. And I started off with modesty and what hijab meant. And I think that kind of led me
close because I was so curious about why hijab was, well, it was, I thought it was for a man,
but it's not just for a man. And I think since that was my biggest kind of push away from it,
I wanted to dive into the meaning of that first. And I learned, and I learned,
that it was about who you are as a person inside, protecting your beauty by loving yourself
and not always relying like you need to show it off or seek validation.
Because as women, we love feeling beautiful.
We just love feeling beautiful, not for the sake of a man, but for ourselves.
And so to go out and want a sort of validation is just, I feel like it's human nature.
We want that.
And so suppressing that validation, which has taught me, if I suppress the beauty seeking
validation from beauty, then I will stop seeking validation from also success in many ways,
which has been the next thing that I'm trying to overcome. Because when you're young and you see
so many things on social media, you want to show people that you've made it. Yeah. But it's like
suppressing that as well and telling people that it's not about the materialistic things in a world,
which I have to learn. And you can't make any mistakes either, right? Because then it's like, but you're not
afraid to do that. Yeah. Yeah. So I, I guess that was kind of the beauty that it had, it,
that I got attracted to, which I feel like is in every single faith, though.
Like that, that's the same core message in Christianity, maybe not wearing the hijab,
but I know modesty in terms of the way that you speak to people, the way that you show up in this world.
And so, yeah, I kind of just, that kind of attracted me and then started learning about it since and fell in love with it.
Yeah, I think you're helping break the mold in a lot of ways.
I mean, you have an amazing partnership with Jim Shark.
You're their only modest line, right, for women.
Your videos are amazing because you show yourself exercising and working out and getting
after it and all in these modest outfits.
I think I saw a huge banner of you somewhere in London.
Yeah.
It's like, what was that all about?
It was like a Times Square poster.
I was like, wow, she's rocking it.
Yeah.
Was that with the Jim Shark?
Yeah, that was when we launched the first modest collection.
Wow.
In January.
That's so amazing.
So I'll tell you the personal story.
Years ago, about five or six years ago, I got invited to speak here in Dubai.
And it was, believe it or not was at a women's empowerment conference.
And I was actually talking about female hormones and some other things.
And so I had this narrative in my mind about what the Middle East was like.
And just to be very honest, I felt that a lot of.
of customs, tradition, religion was built on oppression or suppression.
What I learned very quickly was that it was built on respect.
And it's a different level of respect, meaning it is how men respect women and how women respect themselves.
And when I parachuted in here and, you know, I spoke at this event.
I was here for about seven days.
I met some of the most intelligent, well-spoken, passionate, like beautiful women and by beautiful
them just mean attractive, just beautiful souls.
And my wife, same thing, I brought my entire family.
It completely changed the narrative that I had had, which I had formed through, you know,
whatever media sort of portrays the Middle East, they'd be like, certainly how they portray Islam.
And I just form my own opinion.
And now I love this region of the world.
And I love the level of decorum and respect that it has.
And I think a lot of that has to do with modesty is not suppressing a woman's capacity to be herself.
It is actually allowing her to respect herself.
And I think that there's so many women listening to this.
this podcast that have already been inspired by you. But there's that thing that's missing
right in their in their life. Men have this too. So if you could just speak to the women about
what are some of the ways that they could on their own find this, you know, true level of
connection with themselves? Because I think exactly what you said about constantly seeking
validation is a constant level of, you know, you're always open to being disappointed.
Yeah.
So if I were to tell the woman I was before when I was posting my body and in worldly terms,
I guess I had the one of like a perfect physique in many ways.
That's what many women were telling me.
No amount of success, no amount of validation.
ever made me feel whole from within.
And so I would tell the woman out there
who looks on social media and compares herself.
And I feel like the world is going in a way
where it's becoming all about how a woman looks.
And the society's view of,
or the way that the world is viewing a woman's beauty
is about how her body looks, how her face looks.
It's not about how her soul is.
And so I would say to to stop searching for validation from others and start truly pouring into yourself through not even telling women to just be modest.
But before you leave the house, of course you should put on outfits that make you feel strong and confident.
But I know when I would wear a tight dress or always feeling the need to show my stomach because I felt like that was.
such a beautiful point to me like my the core that I worked hard for I needed to show this because
it meant that I deserve to be in this space but no it should be who I am as a person and someone
loving me for my soul and not who you are externally so always reminding yourself when you
leave am I choosing to wear these outfits for myself or am I choosing to wear a lot of makeup for
myself or is it to prove to someone that I am beautiful or that I am or I do deserve to be here.
Yeah. And now I'm sure when you went through this transition too, there's like that it's like a
great shedding too because there were probably relationships or, you know, maybe even family
close to you at the time, friends, people in your sphere, maybe, you know, some of the people on
your media team. You know, did when you went through this process.
You know, did you shed a lot of people that just now long, no longer belong to your new narrative?
I think that's tough for a lot of women too, right?
I mean, because this fear that a lot of women are in encourage exactly what you were talking about.
Yeah.
Right.
So I definitely lost some of my friend groups that were at a time of my life, it was more around partying.
and, you know, whether it's drinking or smoking, all these things, which it didn't align with me anymore.
And I would say my brand partnerships, everyone stayed because that's awesome, which was actually, it was, it was definitely a teamwork thing.
My manager always pushing, you know, that were still committed to this relationship and that there was also a deeper meaning behind the mission that I was on for the women that weren't being spoken to.
and the representation of modesty.
And so to be completely honest, I didn't lose that.
I didn't lose that much.
And I think that I thought I was going to lose so much,
but I was prepared to.
Yeah.
No, it worked out in the end.
But I, you know, I just want to read some things
because now I want to move into the present day.
I mean, Time 100 Creators Recognition,
brand partnership with Jim Shark,
which is your Lianadee, your modest collection.
That launched in January 2025, so pretty reasonable.
recently. You've had been an Oxford Union speaker. You have an U
U app and a movement, which I think is also amazing because, you know,
social media and our phones are usually what disconnect us and you're trying to
use that to create connection. The Uplift U women's only run club. And you are
and a whole host of other brand partnerships and social media endeavors that
you're involved in. You're pretty active young woman right now. So what does your
platform look like now? And where is, where is, uh, Leanne Adeeb going now in the fitness industry?
So I would say I am now leaning more into a mix of hybrid training. So I've kind of transitioned
just from purely strength training and training for the way that my body looks to now doing a bit
of running and weightlifting. I'm training for a marathon, which I'll be doing in February.
And then. And you're going to do that fully covered. Yes, fully covered.
That's going to be awesome.
Yeah.
It's going to be toasty.
Yeah, it will be toasty for sure.
That's awesome.
Great for you.
Training for a marathon and podcasting is the next thing for me.
Still, of course, posting on every single platform, but podcasting and being able to share
stories just like you're doing as well, I find it to be fascinating.
And also something I've been yearning for is connection.
And there's nothing like being able to meet new people, get to know them, and be able to
share that to my community as well.
Yeah.
Yeah. So now let's just get into some tips and tricks because that's a lot of what my audience always loves, you know, advice.
So what does a typical day look like for you? I mean, certainly, you know, now that prayer has become a part of your daily routine. I think that is a major, major foundation of connection.
But what does a typical day look like for you, you know, going through your meals and, you know,
and your exercise routine.
By the way, I watched some of your videos,
and I tried to do the kettlebell squat thing.
It was awful where you stand on one foot and you,
you know, you raised your knee to 90 degrees and then you brought it back
and you actually tapped it behind this foot and I almost face planted.
And I was like, how the heck with her?
I'll just stick the regular squats.
But what does that typical day look like for you?
because fitness is still a major part of who you are
and the impact you're having on the world.
It's not just your transition to your faith.
Yeah, so I would say I always start
by planning my day around the five daily prayers.
So when I wake up is about an hour before
the first prayer of the day.
So that's around like 4 a.m.
Wow.
And then I'll have around like a two to three hour block
of just reading and learning.
So I like to read the Quran
and take notes and practice that.
And then I'll get into some admin, speak to my team.
And then I'll have breakfast, which I have been trying to cut out a lot of things in my diet
because I do struggle with acne.
And so right now it's been pretty consistent with just an egg white omelet and maybe
some chicken sausage, tried to do a very high protein diet and then healthy fats.
Drinking lots of water, I do electrolytes.
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But so you hydrate, when is your first workout?
So I like to train around 9.30 to around like 1130 in between that time because I do film in the gym and I don't like getting people in the back of my workout. So I want to choose a time where it's pretty empty. I feel like with the way that social media is going, people don't like being recorded. So yeah. After that, that's kind of when I start my main focus block where I film, I edit. And then around 5 to 6 p.m. I tried to start slowing down.
I do eat lunch in between.
I meal prep usually because I just find it to be easier and saves time.
And then, yeah, I try to wind down, have at least like an hour to like an hour and a half before I go to sleep,
remove all phones.
The first two hours in the morning and around like the last hour of the day, I tried to do no cell phone
at all.
Stop sleeping with my phone in my room.
Yeah.
And I also went through a period where I had to really just, I was constantly getting distracted.
So I don't know if you use any kind of like locking apps, but I would, or maybe it's more
of a Gen Z thing because we grow up with our like phones differently, but yeah, I would lock my
apps with, yeah, into it like.
That's cool.
I just throw it on airplane mode and put it down and literally just walk away from it.
I'm going to be better than the phone today, you know.
And I lay down and I'm a little breathwork technique that I use when I get in bed to try to create
some separation between my day and going to sleep.
know, my sincere belief is that sleep is our human superpower.
And if you haven't mastered, you know, sleep, whole food diet, and mobility, you know,
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Now let's get back to the Ultimate Human Podcast.
So what does your community look like now?
like what are women getting from from this app what are some of the most common things that you're
hearing from your audience you know when they say this impacted me because of x or y you know
i would say the main thing are my routines my vlogs truly help people create a better morning
routine for themselves or a night routine also i would say workouts but it's been the main the main focus
has really been habits. People just starting to practice better habits, clean eating,
not using their phone as much anymore. Right. Journaling, that has been a massive thing.
Meditation or prayer. If people that don't practice faith, they always say that I've started
meditating because of you as well. And it's helped me just calm myself down. And yeah,
I would say my audience is mainly it's a little bit of men as well, but people that just are trying
to be better in themselves every single day.
And since I am someone who also is, I, I used to really struggle with consistency.
I used to be such a lazy individual.
I know the term lazy is a bit like off.
But I used to be an extremely lazy individual and it took a lot of force from me.
And so I think that's also my community is like we're just trying to be better constantly.
Yeah.
We're not the perfect people.
And so I love that.
I mean, that authenticity is is very attractive.
You know, I mean, it's when we talk about the universal law of attraction,
I think being intentional and authentic and vulnerable, I think authenticity is, there even been studies on this, the most attractive frequency, you know, that we can put out into the universe to bring people that are like-minded into our tribe.
And when we talk about community, I mean, what better community than one where you're actually open and honest with each other.
And, you know, one of the things I appreciated when I was going down the rabbit hole of your social media was you're pretty vulnerable on there.
You're not always the guru giving sage advice, you know, Yoda with all the young masters.
You're very votable about the things that you're struggling with.
And I think, you know, too, this is, you know, right place, right time.
I think a lot of women especially are looking for, you know, where do I belong?
Have you seen an increase in the number of women that are actually subscribing to your modesty, you know, philosophy as well?
Like, and finding actually that they're more grounded and being modest.
I mean, tell me a little bit about that.
Yeah.
And so I guess the community that I've built has, it's so weird, I would always see women that were, like, familiar faces of girls that were wearing shorts and sports roles at the time with me.
they've now transitioned into being modest as well, even Christian women, because I had a mainly,
I would say mainly Christian community or not really a Muslim background. And so those women
connecting with their faith and even in the in-person events, it's women that are telling me
I am now practicing modesty more and trying to truly love myself from within and trying to
even start a social media page and to communicate the same message that like I'm going through.
it's, it's showing me that so many women are practicing modesty, which I was afraid, like,
are people going to be doing this?
Like, and that wasn't my intention was to like, you know, bring people to modesty.
You don't have to be modest to be a part of your movement.
Right.
Right.
But it did inspire many women to go on the similar path for spiritual reasons and not only just
faith.
So it's been, yeah, it's been amazing.
Yeah.
I think, you know, you also sort of putting it out there that I've heard you talk about the fact
that you were at the highest part of your career, success-wise and impact-wise,
but you were at the lowest, you know, days mentally.
Can you talk a little bit about that disconnection?
Because I think there's so many people listening to this podcast that are in that socioeconomic level of success.
So if you were looked at it from the outside in, you would say, wow, that person's really successful.
They have lots of followers.
They appear to have lots of fans.
They're wealthy or well off, you know, traveling the world.
It seemed to be in a great relationship.
But you never really know what's going on behind the scenes.
And you've talked a lot about that disconnect where you were at the peak of your career.
But yet you were at the lowest point mentally.
Yeah.
So I would say having all that success.
but being in an apartment that was empty and I didn't have any connection to anyone.
I didn't have any kind of higher purpose in my life.
It felt like I had everything in the world materialistically, but deep down I didn't feel
true, I didn't feel true love for myself.
I didn't feel that I had a, I don't know, I didn't connect to.
to my family that much, it was purely just about success and money. And so I really just,
I guess I just, I wanted to feel whole from within. I didn't want to keep, keep ignoring my
feelings and I speak a little bit about music. And so I would always consume myself with so
many things to ignore the emotions that I was facing. And so I think it just reached a level to
where I had to face my emotions head on and see what was actually wrong with me within. And so
cut out music, cut out everything that was like drawing me the wrong way. And that's when I realized
I needed to seek something higher than me. Otherwise, it was going to just lead into a down,
dark place in my life. Yeah. So where do you?
in your daily routine where do like you fall on supplements what kind of supplementation are you
yeah so i started taking an omega-3 i am taking some skin supplements i do an electrolyte packet
for hydration i would do a greens powders but i do try to get in my whole greens more so
because i know that's really where the true benefit is but at the time when
I did start taking it.
I was eating fast food.
I'm traveling a lot now, too, I imagine.
Yeah.
So sometimes I'll do caffeine.
Well, I do actually, I do.
Hey, I'm a fan of caffeine.
Don't, I mean.
Oh, yeah.
Oh, yeah.
Really?
I just drink a mold-free, you know, like an organic mold-free coffee because I, I remember,
so I have these little challenges I do, and I was doing a challenge on detox.
And fascinating that I did this urinalysis and found out that I had this okra toxin.
A and aflootoxins in very high levels.
And what is that?
Sorry.
So it's a mold.
And it comes from coffee.
The okra toxin A is a lot of that is found in non-mold-free coffee.
I had no idea.
And here I am as, you know, I'm very woke to what I put in my mouth.
I'm very conscious about my sleep.
I'm conscious about, you know, my exercise routine.
I'm conscious about my bedtimes.
I'm just very aware.
And this one just slipped right by me.
And so I actually sent my coffees out for testing.
And I would take the beans and just put them in these big glass jars.
And I also ate a lot of nuts.
And I would store the nuts in these big, tall glass jars too,
full of okotoxin A, half of the toxins.
And so I switched coffees and I did, you know, a mold detox.
I actually took tens of thousands of people.
through this eight-week detox program felt amazing because, you know, these are the things that
don't show up on labs.
You know, like your labs are great, but you have this crushing brain fog and you have fatigue
and your muscle soreness and all of the stuff that you can't explain.
Doctor tells you it's all in your head.
But in any case, I'm a huge fan of coffee.
I just try to drink the mold-free coffees.
To be honest, I completely cut out coffee for about a year because I listened to some
something on mold being in coffee.
And also I was always relying on it rather than going to sleep on time and stuff.
So I switched over to macha.
Ah, okay.
Which you're part of the macho.
No, no, it was.
Oh, it's caved on me.
I know.
Leanna.
It was before the matcha trend.
It was before the matcha trend.
Okay, good.
But I am slowly.
Because it's like a religion now.
It is.
I was arguing with my podcast manager before this.
I'm like, I just can't do it.
She's like, I just love my macho.
I'm like, I'll stop it.
You don't love it that much, you know?
It definitely does not have the same impact as, I know there's like more caffeine in it,
but it doesn't have the same impact that coffee just gives you right away.
Yeah.
So I'm kind of back on the coffee kick, but I do need to get into a mold free because I'm not
really keeping that in mind anymore.
I also think I also drink caffeinated drinks sometimes.
I try to.
This sounds like a confession.
It's okay.
It does.
Yeah.
It does.
I forgive you.
Okay.
No, I really don't have an issue with caffeine.
I mean, I think we abuse it, obviously, like anything else.
And, you know, having it too late in the day obviously impacts your sleep.
But, I mean, I think we put way too much, you know, people fall on one side or the other.
There really is no detriment to prolonged use of caffeine, you know, in 200 milligram to 400 milligrams a day.
you know, obviously if you're overdoing it with anything, it can be detrimental.
Of course.
And I always encourage people that are drinking a pot of coffee a day to say, you know,
what is going on in your physiology that's causing you to be tired?
You know, are you anemic?
Are you low in hormones?
I mean, let's get to the reason why you're tired, not why you're drinking so much coffee.
Yeah.
But it's funny.
And I've been trying to, I want to jump on the macho bandwagon so bad.
I want to be a part of the cult, but I can't.
I just can't, I haven't found one yet that's like, it's so earthy to me.
Yeah.
You know?
I mean, do you use sweeteners at all?
Yeah, I'll use like an organic monk fruit or alulose, some big fans of those.
You know, a lot of times the monk fruit is mixed with eurythritol or xylitol or other things.
But if you can get a pure organic monk fruit or a really good alulose, I mean, those are great, I hate calling them artificial sweeteners because they're actually not artificial.
Those are in a category all their own.
You know, I have no issues with monk fruit or alulose.
You know, the aspartame and urethol, xylitol,
so, you know, those have, those have some challenges.
But I don't mind the artificial sleepiness
because the other side of that coin
is that your blood sugar kind of looks like a heart monitor
instead of looking like rolling hills.
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the Ultimate Human Podcast. I don't want to go back just for a moment, not to your prayer and
journaling from a religious standpoint, but how prayer and journaling for you is an outlet.
You said you journal on a regular basis. I'm not going to ask you what you journal about,
but what is the intention of your your journaling?
So I personally like to start off with a gratitude section in the morning because I feel
like sometimes you have to force yourself to be gratitude at points in your life.
Yeah.
And that's something that I would struggle with and having a negative outlook on life.
I think that you have to force yourself to feel happy, not always seeking happiness.
Like you have to make yourself feel happy.
And so gratitude in the morning always.
and setting an intention for the day of what you want to achieve and where you want to spend your time.
And then I like to journal at the end of the night, reflecting of where I went wrong,
how can I have a better day tomorrow, where did I go with my time, always thinking about
did I mess up here or could I have responded to the situation better and always reflecting
and thinking about myself in terms of trying to be better, trying to respond to a situation better.
And so, I mean, I know you speak about ADHD and ADD, which I don't, I don't want to diagnose myself, but sometimes I do struggle with focus and impulsiveness and stuff.
So it's been such a game changer to me in terms of just sitting with my thoughts before I react to a situation or an argument, for example, like getting mad at things.
So that has been life changing for me.
And in terms of prayer, just being able to speak to the creator of the world or the universe,
whatever you believe in about the things that you're going through or the things that you want
to attract into your life or being just grateful and thanking what you have every single day
that has just helped me have more appreciation on the super low moments of my life or when things go
wrong, I try to think about, I know that the creator of the world is working in my favor.
So this situation happened for a reason and I'm going to learn from it.
I'm going to grow from it.
Everything has a blessing in disguise.
I always believe that.
So instead of just ruminating and getting upset and going into a spiral, I think about the benefit in this situation.
And so that's what prayer and journaling has really done for me.
How do you cue into gratitude?
Like, you know, it's, it's, you know, I think that you're, you're on a really,
important topic that, you know, the first thoughts we have in the morning and the last thoughts
we have at night, because a lot of our day, we can't control, right? You can't control how people
other people act towards you. You can't control what people are going to say about you on social
media. You can't maybe control how an interview goes. But the way we wake up in the way that
we go to bed, there was actually a Scandinavian study. I'm actually reading right now. So I don't
want to quote it because I haven't distilled the entire study. But it was practice that these
Scandinavian parents were using on their kids to, right before they went to bed, they would answer
the question, what was the last good thing that happened to me today? And they would answer that
question. The kids would start thinking about it so that sort of the last thought that they had
when they went to bed at night was a positive thought. And again, I don't want to summarize the
study because I haven't fully absorbed the conclusion section, but it had a very positive impact
on not just their sleep, but their sense of self-worth and result in a reduction in symptoms
of attention deficit disorder and hyperactivity disorder and being disruptive in class and not
following directions. And so, you know, whether or not we know we're doing that, you know,
we're actually having a positive impact on our physiology. So is there a question that you ask
yourself to find what you're grateful for? Or is there a journal prompt that you use? Or do you just
sort of close your eyes and say, I'm grateful for X? So I use a journal prompt where it's kind of
question-based. I know it can be, yeah. Can we get this journal? Yes. I have journals. Yes.
All right. I'm selling your journals now and it wasn't even the intention. So that's great. Because I think
people need those kinds of prompts. So tell me a little bit about that. Yeah. So it starts with
an intention and an affirmation, which is, I know some people are kind of iffy on affirmations,
but I do believe telling yourself that you are worthy and you're capable and you are an
individual who is disciplined. It does help you shift your mindset because I do believe that
if you embody the identity of a hyper-disciplined individual, you'll start to change your
habits to become that individual. And so affirmation, intention, and then what am I grateful for? But
I always think to myself, do I have food? Do I have a roof over my head? Do I have a family that loves
me? Then you have everything in life. Wow. And so if you have those three things, all of the
problems that you're facing are actually not that big. You'll get through them because you always have
overcome certain situations in your life. And so I think reminding myself of those three things are
so important because I feel like as humans, we're never going to be satisfied with things in
life. So always reminding ourselves of just those basic fundamentals. And then, yeah, it's
shaped. It's definitely helped me shape my mindset to always have more of a positive outlook,
always take advantage of every single opportunity. And yeah, so I would say start with a journal
prompt of what are you grateful for.
You know, it's interesting.
I've been deep down the rabbit hole of this because for years, I didn't believe in the universal law of attraction.
And I kind of thought all of this like practice gratitude.
I was like, this is such a waste of time, right?
I mean, you should be out there getting after it.
And the more I study the physiological impact of prayer, gratitude, the ability for especially women to feel safe in their bodies.
and by safe, I don't mean you think somebody's going to attack you,
but I mean you're accepting of your body and you feel safe.
There's a reason why 82% of autoimmune disease is in women.
You know, if you took 100 people that had autoimmune disease,
82 of them would be female, only 18 would be men.
The overarching reason for this is that women don't feel safe.
in their own bodies. They don't feel safe in who they are. And what that causes, it causes
the autonomic nervous system to get trapped in a sympathetic state, this fight or flight state.
And I think your story is so impactful because the stress of always trying to be beautiful,
the more you show, the more you grow, of always looking for that external validation,
this is exactly what creates that feeling of not being safe.
I wonder what he thought of me.
I wonder what she thought of me.
I wonder what they thought I looked like.
I wonder if they liked my dress.
I wonder if they, you know, they know my fitness model.
Was I fit enough?
You know, these, you know, constantly having to worry about the judgment of others
keeps your nervous system in a different state.
So there's now like direct scientific links between prayer, community, sense of purpose,
and the practice of gratitude in your physiology,
how strong your immune system is.
So it's amazing that you are very much empowering women
to have a healthier immune system.
I know it sounds wild, but it truly is.
So what are some of the, like,
what are some of these journal prompts?
Like, what do they look like in this journal
to prompt people to,
draw into their sense of gratitude.
So the ones that I've mentioned are kind of, I would say you could even go deeper
and think about simple things like could I have responded to a situation different in my day
or also just, I truly love just writing on a blank piece of paper and writing anything
that comes to your mind about a situation that might be.
be weighing heavy on you instead of bottling up all your emotions, truly just letting that out.
And yeah, I would say you kind of have to find what works best for you because some people
like the prompts. Some people like just freely writing. But I would say, always think about it from
a positive perspective. Create a ritual around it. Set a candle or an incense and get a nice cup
of coffee or a matcha. And yeah. There's the macha. The matcha. Masha and journaling. It could be
a concept and so I would say make it a ritual think of it as a positive way and then hopefully they
will find the right prompt for them but it kind of takes a little bit of searching yeah I think
too I love what you um you've talked a lot about the difference between discipline and motivation
and how the more disciplined you've become uh the better your life has has become and can you
talk a little bit about that, like how do you define discipline versus motivation? And for people
that think all that organization and all that structure is just going to add extra stress to their
life, you know, what would you say to that? I would say discipline is the highest form of
self-love. And it has truly given me so much freedom in my life. Because if we are a slave to our
desires, distractions, we're never going to be able to be free or experience peace. And so
I would say motivation comes and goes. So I never rely on motivation. I always speak about to my
audience, like get rid of the word motivation from your vocabulary. And discipline is every single
time that I've chosen to do something that I did not want to do. I felt so much better in
myself rather than feeling sorry for myself or feeling like, no, I'm not going to do this now,
I can do it tomorrow. I always feel so much regret. So I now realize I have to be just discipline.
I have to always do the thing that I say I'm going to do. And that's when I have also the most
self-love and integrity is when I commit to something that I'm going to do every time that I
would push something off or not stick to my word, it was the worst I've ever felt. And I also
believe that I never like to diagnose myself with things. And even if someone tries to diagnose me,
I never try to accept it. So if someone tells me that I'm depressed, I never want to accept
depression because I want to be able to overcome that. I feel like every time that I've accept
depression or accepted that I'm always going to be an anxious person, it's so hard to overcome. And so
when I went to the gym
and I showed up on the days
that I didn't want to go
and I did the work that I didn't want to do
that is when I'm not depressed
or when I'm not feeling well
but then there's this
there's this narrative that's like
no give yourself a lot of grace
like yes grace
but how much grace
and how much should we give
into oh I you know
maybe not now I don't feel like it
Like, I stopped having the dependency on always doing things when I felt like doing it, taking
emotion out of it because I was just going with too much emotion.
And that's when I started to see the most success.
And the best I've ever felt is when I am disciplined.
I just want to shake those people and be like, stand for something.
Yeah.
Like, stand for something.
You can't just be this sort of mushy.
I do, you know, it's whatever I feel today.
and maybe I'm feel differently tomorrow and I'm very fluid in who I am and where I'm going and what I expect out of life.
And like that is when crushing depression comes in when you actually have no identity to call your own.
And I, and I'm not even talking about what the rest of the world thinks about you, which is what you think about yourself.
If you don't know who you are, how do you know where you're going?
You know, and I think that, you know, I find that fascinating.
Do you check any particular biomarkers in your, do you do blood work or do you ever look at
biomarkers to kind of say, okay, I'm doing well on my health journey, my hormones are balanced,
my blood sugar is good.
Yeah, so I used WOOP for a long time.
Also, kind of testing out aura, yeah, I know, I'm kind of cheating on Woop right now.
But with ORA, trying to just test out both and see how I feel with.
But I do like tracking my sleep
I need to get into blood work
I just get extremely nauseous
when I take my blood
but I'm getting
I need to just do it
because yeah I really want to understand
more about my body
but not enough
I don't do enough
I was am doing like some sauna
cold plunging
I know that there's like different levels
of temperature for women
yeah you know a certain kind of cold
yeah I mean I think for women
And, you know, I think women very often are trying to do what's conformant to men, right?
You know, intermittent fasting because their husband or their, you know, they're significant others doing it.
Some of the worst endocrine disasters I've ever seen are in young menstruating women that eat in too narrow of a feeding window.
You know, because they can get their blood sugar too low and in which case the pituitary starts to slow the metabolism down.
Like exactly what you don't want to have happen, right?
Nothing more frustrating for a woman to be intermittent fasting, getting after it in the gym,
you know, trying to sleep, trying to eat right, and then starting to get bloated from water weight, right?
I mean, there's nothing more frustrating that.
And very often that happens when they eat in too narrow a feeding window.
But, you know, there's these tests now that you can do, not affiliated with any of them,
but you put the little patch on your arm and it has the little vial that attaches to it.
and it just slowly pulls the blood through the surface of the skin,
and it fills the vial, and then you can send it in for testing.
So you don't have to do the full-blown venu puncture.
Oh, wow.
My son, who is like an extreme athlete, and he's, I mean, he does Muay Thai.
He did seven marathons, seven continents, and seven days, and then he gets after it.
You cannot get anywhere near him with a needle.
I mean, he will pass out like a baby kid.
I mean, I tease him about it.
I try to shame him into it.
But he has such a needle phobia.
Sorry, Cole, right under the bus you went today.
But so I understand that.
We had a functional medicine clinic for years.
And, you know, there are just those people that cannot get over at the venue puncture.
But this is awesome.
So I told some of my community that you were coming on the podcast.
And I know we only have a few minutes left.
But they had some questions that they submitted.
I distilled them down to the most commonly asked questions, but one that we didn't cover so far today was they asked about identity and stress and how you were successful and had a high level of stress because you didn't really know your identity.
And now that you have this identity, you're very grounded, just talking to you.
you're a very, very grounded person.
So you've navigated sort of multiple identities throughout your life.
I mean, just even your family background, you know, being Uruguayan and Palestinian.
What's the psychological cost of not living authentically?
Oh, this is a great question.
Yeah, I thought that was a great one too.
I was like, I'm glad I'm not answering it.
I'm glad you're the guest and I'm the host.
yeah yeah so i would say not being authentic you feel this deep this deep desire to find your true
self always and this misalignment and constantly questioning if you're doing the right thing
or if this is where you're supposed to be and i do believe that we do have to go through chapters in
life where you do a career or a job that you don't want to do to realize, okay, this is not for
me. I need to find something else. But it's about listening to that intuition of, okay, this is not
feeling right to me. I need to try something else. Maybe while I'm doing this, I can spend my time
investing into myself and making a way where I can pivot into a new career to find what is best for me.
But I think that not living authentically to yourself or constantly feeling like you have to please people around you, you're going to feel just this disconnect with yourself.
Like you don't know who the person is in the mirror.
And so I still face levels of stress, but now I do it through just always listening to myself, not constantly looking for other people's opinions and caring about what people think about.
me all the time. And so, yeah, I would say that living authentically is probably one of the most
important things that you could possibly do in your life. Yeah. A lot of my audience wanted to know
if you had a boyfriend. Just thrown out, you can answer it if you want and not answer to me.
No, I do not have a boyfriend. I would have to. Oh, here come the office.
I would have to do marriage because, you know, in Islam, you kind of just, you do engagement
and then you do marriage right away.
And right now I feel like marriage is probably a massive thing.
Oh, it's a massive thing.
It's a massive thing.
I've had two of them just.
So I don't know if I'm ready for that level of stress yet or to give myself to a human
I need to figure out myself fully first before I take on another person in my life.
That's amazing.
Well, I wind down all my podcasts by asking all my guests the same question.
And there's no right or wrong answer to this question.
But what does it mean to you to be an ultimate human?
I love this question.
You're getting all the hard questions today.
To be an ultimate human is to live, kind of coming back to authentically yourself,
to treat people with respect, to show up every single day for you,
to stick to the word that you said, to stick.
to your word and do the thing that you said you're going to do and to love yourself in every single
way by by treating yourself well and so I think that comes down to habits and fitness and
everything but yeah I guess being an ultimate human is to live authentically yourself that's such
a great answer well um Leanna we're going to continue to follow your journey um excited for your new
podcast I'm sure it's going to be an amazing success you know good luck with
the move to Austin, for my audience that would like to know more about you, where can they
find you?
Yeah, so I'm on YouTube, on TikTok, on Instagram at Leon Adib, and...
That's D-E-E-B, yeah.
Yeah, and then Instagram has an extra bee.
But podcast coming out, it's called Being Human, and so, yeah.
Oh, Being Human. That's also the ultimate human and being human. I love it.
And I love the word being, because it has a lot of connotations to just be.
Well, thank you so much for coming on the podcast.
You're amazing.
We're going to continue to follow your journey.
And best of luck with your new endeavors.
Until next time, guys, that's just science.
