We Need To Talk with Paul C. Brunson - Tulisa: “I Sleep with a Knife!” | We’re Talking: Shocking Stories
Episode Date: August 14, 2025Tulisa reveals the details of the most shocking chapter of her life, one that forced her to sleep with a knife for protection. She opens up about the infamous sting operation that targeted her, the sh...ocking details of who was behind it, and how it turned her world upside down. (00:00) Intro (00:11) Tulisa and 'The Sting' (10:13) Love Better Tour Ad (11:18) Who Tulisa Thinks Targeted Her (14:07) How Was the Case Resolved? (16:40) Life After the Court Case Follow me here: https://www.instagram.com/needtotalk https://www.tiktok.com/@weneedtotalkpod Follow Tulisa Here: Instagram: https://g2ul0.app.link/Cv7G7DkesPb Sponsored by: Get Your Tickets to the Love Better Tour: https://bit.ly/lovebetter-YT Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices
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Welcome to We're Talking.
Now, here we are never short of a shocking story.
And let me tell you this week, we're focusing on one of the wildest stories I've ever heard from the one and only to Lisa.
So let's get into it.
At this point, you leave X Factor.
All right.
Fed up with show business?
No.
So I was actually done myself.
But I was also done because I thought I can afford.
to be done because I have a movie role lined up.
Okay.
To me, this sting could be a film by itself.
This is one of the most bizarre, scary stories I've ever heard.
And I didn't even realize that coming off of X Factor, you're thinking, I have a movie
role, so I'm okay.
So see you late, guys.
this is missing with my mental health, I'm out, I've got this opportunity.
And what was the opportunity that you thought you had?
I thought I had, I think it was a two million or three million pound movie role.
Going to Hollywood.
Go into Hollywood.
How did you find out about...
With Leonardo DiCaprio, who's like my childhood crash.
Really?
Yeah.
All right, so, now, Lisa, I'm about to ask you a million questions on this.
So at what point do you, are you pitched on this presumed movie?
I was approached by a big, well-known media, movie media company that everyone knows.
Okay.
So not by the company direct, but they used, I don't know how they did this, if someone was paid off,
but they used their Twitter account to contact me.
So this is the reason from the beginning, I thought this is 100% legit.
Interesting.
Because the message came from, we're talking one of the biggest, probably the biggest.
Absolutely.
And they slid into the DMs.
To the DMs.
And I will say, I mean, I've never had that level slide in, but this is how I got my first book deal.
Yeah.
You know, someone just literally slid in from the publisher.
So a lot of businesses conducted this way.
And you see that the millions and millions of followers and the verified tick.
And it is to this day.
I don't know how they did it through that account.
And what did the message say?
I don't know exactly because it was all done through management, but it's basically.
we're interested in Talisa for a movie role.
We want to introduce you to these producers.
Okay.
So you hear about this, you're like, absolutely.
Yeah, 100%.
I loved acting.
I loved it.
From doing dub plate drama,
the early days like I spoke about would be.
I just loved it.
It was something I really wanted to get into.
I think at times I preferred the thought of being an actress
than doing what I did because I thought there'd be less drama with it.
You just get to go play someone that you're not
and then go back to reality.
You don't have to do this.
the hoo-haha and the showbid side of things.
Yeah, and I would imagine you've wanted,
or you've thought about becoming an actress for a...
Yeah, I loved acting as much as I loved singing when I was a kid.
Okay.
So it was always, they kind of, the two kind of coincided.
Yeah.
All right, so they've said, okay, we've got this role for you with Leonardo DiCaprio.
Yeah.
Like, winning.
You've already won.
I've already won.
And where do they want you to go at this point?
So the first meeting that we had, they flew me to Las Vegas, first class, limousines, pulling up, met by assistants.
That was the first time I met Nish, so that's not her real name, but a woman that played the role of Nish.
You're thinking these are producers.
Yeah, movie producers.
Hollywood slash Hollywood.
This is going to be the first Bollywood slash Hollywood, like real commercial role.
and it's going to be like, almost like a bit of a love story
about this ghetto girl and the culture clashes and stuff like that.
And I really needed to be this ghetto girl in the role to get the role
because I wasn't experienced enough as an actress for something so big and so high-end.
The only reason I was good for this role is because I was the girl in the role,
which is why it should be easy for me.
and I would have Nish pulling me aside
when the recorders, where the recorders are,
so we'd be sat around a dinner table
and then Nish would be like, let's go to the toilet.
And then she'd go, listen,
they're really wavering at the moment.
They want to go for like a big Hollywood actress.
They're not believing that you are the girl in this role.
I really need you to go out there and up the ante
that you are this ghetto girl in the role.
and you hear me in the space of a minute go from saying,
oh, I used to get into fights and smoke a bit of weed to now.
I have loads of friends with guns,
and I used to shot crack, and I was literally like crazy stuff.
Because Nish is encouraging you,
and she's playing on this fact that she knows you want this role.
Yeah.
And you need to really act the part.
Yes.
They showed scripts.
They showed contracts.
Like it was really intricate.
They had fake accountants, fake lawyers.
So all of this is an act.
All of this is one big act.
But it now, I mean, I can admit anyone going through this,
if they were you, they're thinking, okay, this is legit.
Yeah.
This is a role.
I'm going to be paid millions of pounds.
Yeah.
And as well, I didn't know it existed like the entrapment.
I didn't think like that was, I know I've heard of entrapment that like,
police go out and find, you know, criminals and then entrap them into doing stuff to catch them.
But this scenario, why would anyone want to entrap me into drugs when I've never touched cocaine in my life?
So, of course, it wouldn't even cross my mind.
At what point do they then try to connect you with cocaine?
kind of instant that they were making it evident that they were into drugs
so from the first meeting I remember what I said and this was my hint hint
like I'm not here for it they were like I don't remember what I said I said something like
yeah like the L'Oreal girl without the drugs like my way of saying not my jazz
and they continue to push they continued to push they discovered
that I didn't do drugs through my friends.
We have the recordings.
I think it was played in court,
said, no, no, no, no, no.
Don't mention drugs to tea.
Do not bring any drugs around her.
She's like really anti-drugs.
Because I had suffered with people that I cared about,
like, suffering with addictions.
I think initially maybe it would have been
to try and catch me doing drugs.
And when they realized I didn't take drugs,
then they were like,
we're going to have to flip this into something else.
I see. I see.
So what was the something else?
Concern in the selling of Class A drugs,
which, of course, if I was this ghetto girl in the role that I was pretending to be,
of course I'd have a telephone number somewhere.
And if I didn't have this telephone number after the eighth time that they'd asked me,
how was I going to pretend that I was the girl in the role?
Gotcha.
So they get a phone number from you.
Yeah.
And that phone number leads to them being able to purchase cocaine.
And they didn't just purchase cocaine.
They purchased £800 pounds worth.
800 pounds of cocaine.
Yeah.
Through a number that you've given.
Yeah.
So it's not, okay, so it's through a number that you've given.
And then once that happens, when do you begin to find out this is not a movie role?
This is actually a sting.
I find out the day they dropped the story.
I was just sat in my house and my manager came in.
And he was like, oh my God, oh my God, it's not real.
None of it was real.
And then he starts explaining to me what's happened.
And my mind is just,
you can imagine what my mind today.
It's like, it is very, very difficult to comprehend.
Not in a million years.
Did I think that was what would,
I didn't even think that was legal to do that to people.
I didn't know enough about the law at the time, shortly now.
But even then, I mean, you had gone through some incredibly challenging times throughout your life, but this is unique.
Yeah.
Because this was a fabrication, right, and a very intricate fabrication.
I mean, we're talking about the, from the beginning, from the tweet to the flight, first class flight, to the limos, to the hotels, to the meetings, multiple meetings.
The account of meetings, the lawyers, the convales.
contracts.
This is so, I mean, it's a film.
What was the article that came out?
What was, do you remember, what was it?
Tolese cocaine shame.
How do you feel the moment that you look at that article, you see the headline?
I'm fucked.
You see, if you watch the documentary, The Price of Fame, and I'm in a bathroom, crying into a camera.
That's immediately after I found out.
Because I was like, I'm going to fucking expose these motherfuckers for everything that they've done.
I want to document everything.
I called my old cameraman.
I was like, get your ass around here.
Now you're going to live in this house with me.
And I'm going to bring this out.
I want to show everyone what these criminals are doing to me.
Yes, yeah.
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Who is the they
that did this to you
and why do you believe they
specifically targeted you?
I have multiple theories.
Okay.
Some of which I couldn't disclose.
Okay.
Because they're that date.
Wow.
Is there a theory that you can disclose?
I think they wanted to take me out.
I think there were a lot of big wigs in the industry in general that wanted to take me out.
I was way too strong for a 22-year-old female from Camden Town.
This sting cost them over like 300 grand to do in total the amount of time that spent, the actors, that everything, the flying around,
of this and that
someone paid for it to happen
and
and on top of that
they tried to set me up again
I was out in Dubai
and there were two
princesses, Dubai princesses
that were huge Talisa fans
and they wanted to party with me
and they were getting their assistant
to make contacts with my manager
to get me so they could spend
the night with me and party with me
and we began
I'm recording the conversations.
And we hear the assistant of these princesses
saying, can we bring Talisa here so we can trap so we can...
He actually accidentally says so we can trap her
and then corrects himself.
And then we knew a Dubai royal out there.
So we went to the Dubai Royal to find out if these princesses
were who they say they were and they were not.
So this is how we discovered.
but I was like, what are you planning to do?
We're in the middle of Dubai.
You know I don't do drugs.
Are you going to slip something in my bag and call a Dubai police officer?
And I'm in Dubai and I'm going to get the death sentence at the time.
And that's when I went, these people are trying to kill me.
I literally began to fear for my life.
I'm talking when I'm driving
and when something like that starts to happen
I'm driving in my car and I'm looking around my car
checking for like tickers underneath it
or someone's going to smash into me
and run me off the road.
It felt like some Will Smith enemy in the state shit
that's what I thought I was living in.
I was like what the hell is going on?
And I'm 22.
Off the back of this, you're in court.
Something that you just said
that really hit me is that you said that your bag
packed. Yeah, the pack that bloody black bag with my stuff in it every day, ready to go to.
You were prepared to go to prison. I mean, yeah, as much as someone can be, I thought it's very
possible. In my mind, I was like, right, well, I'm effed. I'm not going to have a career afterwards.
So how the heck can I make enough money to live off for the rest of my life? So instantly,
I was researching and books are the only things.
that are legal to still earn from in prison, you can still release a book and earn money from
that book. This is what I read at the time. So I began writing a book. That was my preparation
for going to prison because I was thinking finances. I need money when I get out and I need money
when I'm in there. So I began writing a book about everything I was experiencing, but in novel
form. So like first person novel form. What I keep coming back to,
and I'm not trying to get you to say
something that you're not prepared to say
but it seems as if
hearing this there is
someone or some group
that wanted to take you down
by any means necessary
so does that entity
does that person
are they still you believe a threat to you?
I live like I'm still
under threat to this day
I mean, I've slept with a knife under my bed
Pretty much feels like most of my life now
I don't know what is I'm preparing for
Some kind of assassination attempt
I know it sounds crazy
I know it sounds crazy
Quite honestly
Hearing that story
Yeah, it's not
Because my friends don't think I'm crazy at all
Because they lived it with me
And they're like, hell, no, are you crazy
You better get them gates up
You better get them to train security dogs in
I saw you with the train dots and now it's all making sense.
This is why is to protect yourself.
Yeah.
Like I practice archery at home.
I have a bow and arrow.
Like it's got to that level.
But I also don't spend my life rattling around my house.
Like you know, wait for someone to cut through the door.
Right.
But I am prepared.
If I hear a bump in the night, I'm ready to go.
You're ready to go.
Yeah.
It's that energy.
I don't live thinking about it,
but as soon as I hear a duck, I'm up.
Then you're ready.
You're ready.
Yeah.
Yeah.
The case.
How is the case resolved?
So, while I was in the car with one of Mahmood's drivers,
who, unbeknown to me, was recording me,
I had a conversation about someone very close to me and dear,
and I said,
they're stuck on the drugs
I need to get them away from the drugs
off the drugs get these bloody dealers
away from my house
and had this very anti-drugs conversation
where I was getting very upset and emotional
about the situation
and initially the driver
went to
the police and said
I'd had this conversation
and then at the last minute
from this is what I've been told
I could be wrong about this but some passed away
and that it
It was possibly drug-related.
And in a turnaround of conscience,
he stepped forward to my lawyers
and handed them the email
that Mahmoud had sent him
telling him to change his statement.
If he hadn't done that...
I would be in jail
because I had no defence.
They'd secured that with the Nish situation.
What would the sentence have been?
Four years.
was the
four years
yeah
yeah
you would have been in jail
yeah
yeah
rarely am I
speechless
yeah
me neither
and I was
speechless too
is the only
thing that
ever made me
speechless in my life
I thought
I'd seen it
all
and when that
happened
it was like
I have never
ever heard
a story like this
I was in touch
of the head
of Scotland
yard
like
or not the head
of Scotland
yard for murder
I think
that's what
she covered
so she covered
like
murder
at Scotland
yard. And I couldn't tell you the amount of calls I was giving her every day to say,
this is happening. These people are following me. They're not paparazzi and they're driving up
behind me in the car. It's like I feel like someone is after me or someone's trying to intimidate me
or giving me the feeling like they're going to try and kill me. And then for once, just once,
it never happened before. My manager was out and I just decided to walk my dog. I thought
it's just around the block. And I walked my dog around the block and I came back and I just
moved house because I was so terrified of them following me knowing where I am and the press
knowing where I live and I came back and one of the moving boxes in my house had been moved
to the front of my door and the door was left wide open as if to say this is how easy it is
to get you yeah so and that continued for a long time until it stopped it just really
I felt like it didn't really end for a long, long time for me.
I only feel like maybe in the past six years is when I was kind of left to feel like,
I've been...
Yeah, you can breathe.
Left a low a little bit now.
And that's when I really started to heal and tried to pick up the pieces of my shattered life.
Yeah.
Continually go back to is who and why.
What have you done to shake up someone's world?
Or what do I know?
Or what do you know?
You won't know.
Yeah, fair.
I don't want any more drama.
No, no.
I was going to say, I was going to say, don't even say anything more.
Leave me alone.
I'm trying to mess with anybody.
Let's end the interview right here.
Just let me rest in my little country home.
I don't want any of this.
I'm good.
No, no.
I would imagine you don't want any.
But after that case, is this when Tile's.
Lisa disappears?
Yes and no.
Okay.
I had like a kind of immediate hold my head up high.
I'm going to, I went back to X Factor as a guest judge.
Okay.
I was like, I'm going to drop a single, that kind of burst moment.
You know, here I am.
Fuck you.
Can't get me down.
But after that, then the reality kind of kicks in that it's really just not that easy.
Things are not the same anymore.
The brands won't touch me in the same way.
I'm not thought about in the same way.
This is a whole new era of my life now that I'm going to have to adapt to.
Yeah.
I'm sure you'll agree that the story you just heard could be a thriller.
And if you'd like to hear more of Talisa's incredible story,
you could check out the full episode on the We Need to Talk page,
and that's wherever you watch your podcast.
See you next week.
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